Hello, hello!

Happy 2013! I hope your year has started out better than mine.

I went to a party at a female acquaintance’s home on New Year’s Eve. I drank too much alcoholic punch and champagne and ended up making out with said acquaintance three or four times (one forgets when their mind is swimming with alcohol). My boyfriend (who was absent for said party) was none too happy about it and said that I basically cheated on him. I know he’s right but a part of me still wants to defend my actions. Isn’t drunken girl-on-girl making out the loophole of fidelity? We had a pretty big argument about it. Boyfriend very much dislikes my drunken persona which is entirely different from my sober one. While sober, I am quiet and reserved. While drunk, I pass out in the bushes outside of bars, walk across town barefoot, and make out with females I knew in high school. I don’t even drink that often but when I do, it usually ends up somewhat badly. I attribute the way I act while drunk to the fact that I can’t let loose at all while sober. I deal with intense social anxiety and shyness, so having those feelings seemingly lifted makes me go crazy and do things I wouldn’t normally do if I had a normal chemical balance in my brain. I think Boyfriend and I are okay now but he was pretty hurt about the whole thing. It certainly has put a little damper on our relationship.

My Disney movie kick is still going strong. My plan was to watch every single theatrical animated Disney release in chronological order. I am now up to Oliver & Company which is the 27th film in the theatrical animated Disney canon. As of November 2nd, 2012, there are 52 movies in all, ending with Wreck-It Ralph. Frozen comes out on November 27, 2013. Note: This list does not include Disney Pixar, although I’ve seen all of those movies as well (excluding Brave, which is on my to-watch list). Thank God for Netflix, huh? I am a huge Disney fan, if you couldn’t tell.

Today I woke up at 2:30 AM after going to sleep at 3:30 PM yesterday. I am going out to eat with my dad and brother for dinner and I’m hoping I can stay awake long enough not to fall asleep in my food. We’ll see.