[16]confession of sorts

So here it is… it’s nohing big or suprising..

My period hasn’t returned, obviously since I had Cooper.. I don’t expect it to since I didn’t really have one before I got pregnant, not one without drugs anyway..

So now, every.single.possible.symptom makes me think (hope?) that I am pregnant.  I have had heartburn for almost a week.. Something I never had before I was pregnant, but has returned.  But that is about it.  Just this heartburn.. I am tempted to go to the dollar store and buy a test and check.. But I know that I am not preggers.. I just know.. But I still wonder/worry/dream.

I have another thing too… I worry that winter is going to make me crazy.  I know that I can go out, it is just SO much harder with sweeping off the car, dressing Cooper, warming up my (shitty) car.. Cooper isn’t a huge fan of his winter coat.. he always complains when I put him in it.. Ugh.. Also, walking is difficult, and i really like our walks.. I hope I can figure something out!

So that’s it.  I am tired, so I am going to bed.. It has snowed ALOT.. and it still is.

I am going to get stamps this week and get these Christmas cards printed.. and I should be set! I am sooo proud of the cards I made.. yay me.

I am so rambling. Night.

xo