Not managing

 It seems that this has become the place for me to express my down side rather than the joys of life…maybe I should see this as a diary of a depressive – bleuch!

Crappy neighbour just makes me feel sick looking at him which is no good thing as I normally don’t give a monkey’s as long as they live their life without hassling me but he only cares about him and tries to put everyone else down…really sucks. Yes I know I should manage ot and cope but those skills to adapt seem to have deserted me and that hurts. That can also apply to work.

Why?

New software – rubbish training package…doesn’t do what it is supposed to…set up by people from one side of the justice system and disregarded the needs of those that use the system…more issues than enough…and worse than a 10 year old piece of software that had its faultsbut did the job.

Stress or depression – two sides of the same coin…no energy, can’t concentrate, even in the sun happy to hide away, can’t be bothered, and yes feeling better off not being here

Ugg this entry is rambling