Day 6
Today was an achievement. I have a habit of every Wednesday finishing work at 12.30pm and starting drinking. Always.
I couldn’t get it out of my head. I even went to the alcohol store and sat outside in my car for about 15 minutes. Reminding myself of why I’m getting sober and also the horrible experience I had the other day was the drug. I even spent a while googling out to counteract the drug so I could drink.
But I didn’t. I turned my car back on and went home. I had a sparkling sanpellegrino orange and watched a TV show.
So today is a win.
I did today. Today is my bitch.
It’s tough. Hang in there, one day at a time… so cliché I know, but it really is the truth. Focus on today, not tomorrow, not yesterday… just you at that present moment. Ice cream is wonderful… Take care of yourself.
@psychoactive ice cream is wonderful. 😊
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You can do this. Just the step you took yesterday was a great one! One step and one day at a time. I am not sure if you are a religious person but that guy is always there for you on tough days too if you need. You’ve got this!!
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