Without…

So, this weekend my husband and I were really close and had fun both literally and physically… Yesterday we really had lots of fun…lately even now still, I have been really really really horny. And so has he.

Since I cannot get pregnant, he has to wear a condom, but sex with a condom on just doesn’t feel right. He ended up taking it off and is certain that if he pulls out just before that no swimmers will be released into me. I don’t believe that but damn it felt good to have him in me.

We didn’t finish, as the idea of him without a condom on, just turned me off. But I am so fucking horny and want to be with him, but the condom just really restricts the pleasure. And all these  books that I love to read…you know slapstick romance, have suck hectic sex chapters that I make me feel rather randy….and so I am not sitting at work, and can feel that I am wet!!

 moving on from the sex talk. .

I have lost a kilo since the dietician on Thursday. It is still really hard, for me, to keep to a good eating plan, but I am working on it. Made a Tuna Salad for my work lunch and I am trying to be as healthy as can be, but my mind does drift off to imagine burgers and pizza and milkshake…things I know I cannot have, but so wish I could.

I am missing my mom so much more today!