Went to the Mall…

Sat on Santa’s lap.
Asked him to get my friends
All sorts of crap.
He said all I needed to do was write them a song.
They haven’t heard it so don’t try to sing along, so don’t sing along…

 you just gotta love them…but this post is not about them or Phoebe’s song…I just have the song in my head!

Anyway…I did in fact go to the store on my lunch break…went to grab a whole lotta shit for my myself and husband for our weekend trip away tomorrow…and while I was in my favorite store… and walked through the men’s section to get to the food section, I was surrounded by all things to do with the 16th of June 2024. And if you are thinking about that day being ‘Youth Day!’   You would be wrong…this year the South African Youth will share their Public Holiday with 

Seeing anything to do with , I get sad… the one thing that I really want right now is not coming to me easily. Of course having sex would kinda help but of course my body has issues that make falling pregnant harder.

Next week I have an appointment to meet the gynaecologist to discuss my results and the next step. I just hope she hasn’t got ultra bad news for us. Would be great to know what our next steps will be to make falling pregnant more of a true possibility.

 my husband often says how he wishes that it could happen for us and how he sees me being an amazing mom.

Ooh this weekend is the weekend we go away. Gonna need to think of what my next activity or thing will be for July. Ooh…maybe it can be…