Post Dated: Back Tracking

I woke up in the middle of the morning to PS4 blaring in the bedroom. I mean I did fall asleep to my husband playing…but now the game was on pause and I didn’t know where he was. I walked around the flat and all was dark…I looked out the window and his car was gone. I was now unable to sleep so I watched some

Read the list of the many celebrities who had attended Diddy’s ‘White Party’ and I was
disappointed to see certain names…celebrities I followed in

   (well they had a close relationship but might not have attended his parties)
And some politicians had close connections to him…
  

(I am not a fan of hers)
So the democrats aren’t so clean!! Well who with power really is?
Anyway he kept badgering me about making some eft payments etc before his debt orders
kicked in. I couldn’t see straight so wasn’t in the mood to get into it and I am just sick of feeling
used.
He warmed up food while I tossed and turned trying to get back to sleep.
I have woken up now but feel so lazy…
I am meant to do so much today.
Clean flat!
Go to cemetery to see mom.
Prep for new week.
Study some processes for work.
Make some arrears payments.
Reverse Tashlich
Okay gonna get up and get working on some stuff.
I just want to feel loved by someone other than my family. I want to stop having to stress and
think about making things work.
Okay gonna get up now to start day!