Never Give Up!

Okay enough feeling sorry for myself. I made his bed and as much I enjoy lying in my bed….I need to get up and make a change!!

Earlier this morning I applied for a job that is above my pay grade, but while typing out my cover letter; I felt good about myself and kept telling myself that I need to make the change in me.

I have a few more weeks left of my leave and so I can do it. I have time to make the changes so  will be my year…will be the year where the only tears I cry are of happiness and it isn’t just the sun outside that is shining, but my soul and smile too.

Where would I begin…

Started off with applying for a job, which I know I am probably under qualified for but all I need is my ‘Cover Letter’ to be like enough to get me an interview.

Not sure how I am gonna do this but I need to focus on sprucing my cupboard up and living life doing what makes me feel good.

Las night on ‘WhatsApp’ he wrote to me asking me if  , he then went on to apologize…I told him hat I needed to learn to love myself more and told him that when he goes to the funeral, he mustn’t come back to me.