Last night…

…while lying in bed; he told me that he believes me when he I tell him that I love him. I am still a little reserved because he has told me that he doesn’t believe me when I say that a number of times. But he did apologize for all that he said to me a few weeks ago.

He went on to express how he wants his sister to move out. Internally I was smiling but was wondering what brought on these changes in feelings. We have now reached the middle of the month and there has been no real talk of her moving out. D-day is just a few weeks away and I wonder if she has any idea of where she is going to go. The other day my husband told showed me a message of the groceries that his mother needs her to buy for them. I still cannot get around how she thought this was all going to plan out! She has been living with us for 4 months and she has yet to so much as buy a bottle of milk for the flat.

I have been seeing the electricity units run down and I have talked myself stern into not falling and buying any electricity, and so now I wait to see who will buy. From talks my husband is broke, I seriously wish that he would learn to manage his money and be able to just come to the party and make the necessary and unplanned payments…on Saturday after he came up to me to get money and he remarked how he can always be sure that I will have cash on me, I thought how I wish I could be sure that he would have cash on him so I could just stick my hand out for a bill or two…anyway let’s hope things change for the better in a few weeks….

Lately, well the past few days, I have been thinking lots about studying and getting a diploma behind my name. I think it is high time that I get a better paying and demanding job and in order to do that I need to have a stronger and more professional CV. Still wanting to stick with finance I was looking into doing.

Now I have accounting knowledge, so I have that in the bag. I have dabbled with Pastel Accounting, but have yet to pass the subject, so it will be great to finally have that diploma.

Besides getting a better job, it would be great to put some of that knowledge to my personal life and have some financial way to perform my personal bank account and manage my money.

I made the move on getting a building company to finish things off in my flat. He came on Saturday, and although I suspect it may be a rather pricey project, I am ready to get the ball rolling and get what I want out of the renovations. This morning I saw another empty plat in my building, and I thought about how when I am ready for lease out my flat, I will not allow it to stand empty.

I am losing the weight.

I am standing up for myself.

I am preparing myself educationally.

I am building up my home…