I seriously hate Netflix and…

…and my lack of discipline.

So yesterday I had the day off…and as for my previous post had a jam packed day filled doing stuff… yeah that didn’t quite happen…

I got absorbed into the… 

My husband doesn’t get why I am so drawn into a show watching people just send each other messages. And I mean when you put it like that; I don’t get it either but I am just so drawn into it and I hope next week when they announce the winner that…it will be Myles and I cannot wait for him and QT to come face to face…wonder what will happen after all the flirting…

But after binging on the 2nd half of  I did do a lot of what I said I would do…

• I even changed the bed linen.
• I swept and mopped, and I always just make my husband do that, as I hate mopping.(Kind strange how I don’t mind sweeping, not that I do it much, but I really hate mopping.

• Did the washing…well the machine did the washing, but I put dirty clothes in the machine and did hang the now clean clothes right away.
• I actually packed away the dry clothing (I normally jut fold it and leave it on the couch)
• I changed the bed linen (which I do regularly)

 but figured since all the cleaning got my heart rate up that that would count as Cardio and could be considered as the same as actually going to gym.

@Snarkle thank you for your message in my previous post. I get the whole doing what makes me happy…but when it comes down to it, I don’t think I am actually happy doing what I am doing and not doing. Don’t get me wrong, I am a happy person, but my life is not enough. There is more that I want to be doing with my life. I just don’t have the drive and belief that I can be doing it. I think that is what needs to change in my life. I talk and talk and go on about the things that I want and need to do but just don’t follow through. I know I am depressed, and I have antidepressants to take but I don’t follow through and take my meds every day, like I should. I know I should work out to keep losing weight but I would rather eat junk and get absorbed into some Kindle Book or Show. But I think I should start small… this weekend I should set aside some time to fix up my CV and apply to jobs  and maybe I should just focus on going to a boxing class on Saturday morning.

 A few months ago I got myself a pair of , so should really put them to work…I got them on a gift card but still shouldn’t waste money…they weren’t cheap!

So my mission for May…

At least once a week!

Keep working on getting a new job!

Try and do something that makes me happy at least once a month!