I Don’t Know What To Do!

I just don’t know what to do.

I am sitting at work and crying at my desk. The last time I felt like this, I was admitted to a clinic. I can’t go back there!

I don’t know who to turn to and I don’t know what to do.

The only productive thing I did this past long weekend, was go to gym on Saturday,

I stayed in bed all weekend and got up to just do the bare minimum to survive.

Yesterday, I let him stream tv shows with me in bed, We fell asleep in bed together.

I woke up this morning hating myself. I woke up this morning confused. I woke up this morning feeling useless and worth nothing.

I just want to go home and curl into a ball and cry!