A Week Gone and Singing the Same Tune…
You would think that I would be singing a different tune considering I just started a new job on Wednesday…but sadly my marriage is a 
Came home today and for some odd reason…
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…anyway I immediately got that whiff of alcohol. Well let’s be honest I know he has been drinking all week…
everyday this past week as soon as he finishes work he 
and then climbs into bed and before I reach 50 counts he is snoring…but the alcohol in the fridge has stayed the same the whole week…but I knew he has been drinking…but I let it go…
Anyway so tonight while I was throwing away dirt and preparing to start cooking supper I noticed that the bin…
…was filled up with delivery packets and underneath that all was an empty bottle of Vodka.
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Anyway…it is 
the time is 
and he is snoring away in our bed!
When I confronted him about the hidden alcohol…the narccissist and manipulative him came out…
(Don’t ever question my manners…I thanked him 1 billion times and I spent the money on house stuff, anyway)
I thought that staying with him would mean I wouldn’t have to worry about being alone…but living with a hopeless drunk that cannot handle day to day stresses without alcohol is just the same as being alone.
H ejust came into the study to tell me about all his stresses and reason why he is drinking…using alcohol has a coping mechanism is wrong!! I mean yes I am to blame for driving his car into a wall…but the fact that he hasn’t reported it to insurance 
…isn’t my fault. Now his car doors won’t unlock…and I told him months ago that is probably because his battery is flat…but he won’t believe me… so I really need to win tonight’s 
and tomorrow’s 
or just the one so I can have his car fixed and 
After an accident, if your Mercedes AMG doors won’t unlock manually or with the key fob, check the car battery, the fuses for the central locking system, and try reprogramming the key fob. If those fail, consult the user manual for emergency unlocking procedures or contact Mercedes-Benz roadside assistance.
Get why I am so “Tired of being Tired”? It is Friday Night and my companion is a 
and 
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I wish I could be happy for finding a job that I may be really liking and I can see myself growing in and becoming a professional in. I wish I could look forward to more than watching tv for the rest of the weekend…
Never saw ‘Buck’ becoming gay!
I liked it when Donald Trump hosted it. 
I just love that show!
And then in just a fwe hours I plan to wake up to watch 