Overdue

So, I think we’re overdue for an update. yes?

So then.
Whats been happening the James’ world? Well, in short, nothing. I
decided to mve back in with my parents. Living at the apartment was
murder on me. Buying food wiht money i don’t have so they working guys
in the house can eat it, and buy video games, jsut wasn’t cutting it.
Imagine that.

My phone, as previously stated, is deactivated, i can’t pay it. So now, i can’t call people. or get calls.

Most things
in my life right now are at a stand still. Cassie I don’t even think
about anymore. Except when I’m real lonley. And the only girl I’m
really interested in is not an option for various reasons I won’t go
into. But needless to say, I’ve talked about it with friends and
decided (after much debate) to not go for it. Why? I’ll tell ya later.
=p

So, Air
force or Navy? Well, I wanted air force. but unfortunatly, they need a
good credit history. kind of lame if you ask me, but hey, whatever.
Navy works for me too. finding out more info tomorrow on that one.

I don’t have
much to say. I’m not very interesting it seems. I can’t afford to do
anything, or go anywhere. And when i do, im all paranoid because i
don’t have insurance yet. I’m going to look for temp agencies this
coming week I believe to hopefully get some cash flow.

I miss my friends.

Spring
breaks were the last few weeks for many. Some (kiran) I didn’t even get
to see, while others (Mat) I only got to see once.

Rachel is
out of town, my cousin is leaving shortly, and I’m back up in Stacy.
I’ve got nothing, once again. So, what do I do? Well, here’s my day
right now.

Wake up at
Noon. Shower, eat, etc. Try to find some chores or something you can do
outside. It’s only 40-50 degree’s, so kinda limited right now. Let the
dog out. That sounds fun.

Next, we’ll
check the old email, and web comics. Hah, S*P Updated. how fantasticlly
irreverant! Ooh, what’s Piro not gonna do today in MegaTokyo? And whats
this? Black Mage hates Fighter in 8-bit theatre? Oh my!

It’s now 12:30.

Shit.

Then usually
i’ll find an excuse to go somewhere. come home around 6ish. eat dinner,
play everquest until adult swims on,t hen half pay, half watch adult
swim.

Then, around 3ish (about that time now) go up into the bedroom and read until you fall asleep.

God, what a
fucking life. I almost have a purpose. But not quite. That purpose to
me has always been that special someone. But not now. No, now i’m
single again, and no means to really meet anyone new.

So, I do what everyone must at times, and fucking deal with it, wether i like it or not.

Good night.

As always,
James
AIM/MSN: Ziktick(@hotmail.com for MSN users) feel free to contact me. – jhoffoss@gmail.com
QUOTE OF THE MOMENT: The Delivorator Cometh.

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March 26, 2005

I hope things start looking up for you!

March 26, 2005

Jesus H, I’m going thru the same shit. Only I will NEVER move back in with my mom. Ever. Ever. But yeah, the purposelessness of life, especially my life, is becoming ever apparent. I work at McDonalds for a living for God sake…but, there is something better out there, I just know it. Keep on trucking my friend.

March 27, 2005

RYN:Yeah, face plates. Funny thing is, I was thinking that I should have a face plate on, right before I crashed. I kid you not. And then I crashed. Interesting….I was sliding around quite a bit too, mostly on purpose. Then came a tree. Ow.

March 27, 2005

Sorry I’m not there to entertain you but when I get back I’m sure we can find somthing or other to do, at least get you out of the house. Have a good day none-the-less.

March 28, 2005

good night to you.

Hey Sweets. Sorry things are so glum. I miss you down here, sorry to say I don’t have much to break up the monotony either. Where were you on Fri? Give me a call, maybe when Rachel gets back or if we can find a third we can get together and chill with some music and play Munchkin? Well, I miss you, keep in touch! ~Gwennie

March 28, 2005

Your up in Stacy now? Bummer. That’s no man’s land! *HUGS* Things will get better!

Sometimes we have to do things, live through times in our lives that try for reasons unknown at the time. Now that I have some time, I can finally write some notes on your journal. Personally, I have to go back to my parents place this summer so that I can pay off some of my debt…something that I’m not looking forward to doing. I guess that I just wanted to say that I hope a path is revealed.