I have NO right, eh?

Ok, so, lets cover a few bases of Ettiquite.

First, it’s polite to actully spell out words when typing.  It takes a whole half second, I know, but seriously. You don’t need to show the world how illiterate you are. If you spell it wrong, no biggie. it’s the thought that counts.

Second, Sign your notes.  Note’s are not there so you can attack people. In fact, everytime you leave a note, it says “Nothing offensive”  So therefore, you should never have to leave a anonymous note.  If you do, you might as well die.

Third, When commenting on something, try reading the entire thing first, if it happens to be a movie or song, watch or listen to it all before critisizing it.  If it happens to be on my fucking diary, read it all. I know its complicated, I use the english language, not very common among the world, but I figure enough people know how to understand this little known language, to know how to read an entire entry. Now, if you skip and jump ahead, again, just die. You’ll save me a headache. And many many people. Including your parents, more then likely.

Now. Addressing the cowards comment on my last entry stating:

“why are you upset? its her money you have NO right”

HAHAHAHAHAHA fucking idiot.

Now, this was unsigned, leading me to believe that this person not only broke the second rule, but by the nature of the note, must not have followed rule 3 either. Kudos that you got down the first one though. it’s a step.

Now then. addressing the note.

Why am I upset? Simple, I’m in a financial bind. Everyone has been, or will be there. It’s stressful. How do I relieve my stress? I write in my diary, and vent.  Now then.

It’s her money, and I have no right. True, and not so true. It’s her money yes, and I wouldn’t dream of asking people for their money, IF THEY DID NOT ALREADY OFFER IT TO ME WHEN I NEEDED IT.

See? You see the catch there? You see why your such a fucking nimrod of simply not reading? It’s easy! She offered to loan me some money, I said not now, maybe later. Later comes, and it comes desperately. She offered to loan me well over $100 of her graduation money to pay some bills. I declined. I did not want her money at that time.  But I needed money so I could make the drive home. As she offered financial support whenever I needed it, and to just ask, I decided to take her up on the offer she gave me. And she declined me, even though it was half what she had previously offered, stating it was too much money.

Are you starting to understand this yet? I sure hope so, everyone else got it the first time.

Now, I’m not upset because she wouldn’t give me money. Money comes and goes and I can get it from people, if I need to.  I was upset that she went back on her word against me. Someone says “Hey, wanna go out to eat?” No thanks I don’t have $20 to pay for myself. “Oh its no problem, I got ya covered” no thanks. “Okay” But how about we go rent a movie and watch that instead? “No, I can’t afford that $4 rental, sorry.”

Make sense to you? me neither.

Now, as I stated above, financial binds are stressful.  And stress does not mix well with more stress, and friends going back on their word, when you’re incredibly stressed and have no patience, means you get upset.

And what do I do when I get upset? I rant! YAY! We’re understanding this!

Now then. Hopefully this might have cleared up a few things.  Am I upset she wouldn’t give me money? No. Am I upset she went back on her word? yes.  Had she never offered me money, I wouldn’t have asked. had she not lent a helping hand, then take it away when I reach for it, I would not be upset.

It’s sybolism there buddy. You just passed 5th grade. Good luck out there, may the lions not eat you so easily.

As always,
         James

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