Femme Fatale
I’m very irritable now. I’m not getting any better healthwise, in fact I’m getting worse. And as a result, Money wise, I’m even worse off then ever. I’m getting very fucking pissed at everything. I need to figure out a way to come up with about $450 in the next few days. I need to pay rent, and I need to pay Mat. Now, that is only who I have to pay then. The list of people I have to payback just keeps fucking growing. Everytime I do something RIGHT, I get fucking shot in the face. I get rid of my car cut that bill in half, great. but wait, not I can’t work because my stomache is fucking retarded. And as a result, My next paycheck is only going to be like $50, if I’m lucky. Ok, that’s gas, not too big of a deal, but WAIT!
Progressive decided the other day, to take out $110 from my checking account without my authorization!AND I DIDN’T EVEN HAVE $50 IN THERE TO BEGIN WITH!! They won’t return it, because they say I said they could. Uh, no I didn’t bitches. But I’m not going to sue, because that’s jsut more stress and bills I can’t fucking pay. So now I’m negative 100, and since I have direct deposit, all that is going to just lower my debt to wells fargo.
Oh, and Tina strikes again, the concieted fucking bitch. She told her mommy that cassie stays over here until 4am when she has to open and be to work at 4:30, because it’s the only time I cna really see her! OH NO!! GOD!! Why does it seem that all the girls I’ve ever dated are either A) Bad Families (Current), B) No security (Previous), C) Or just fucked up in every way possible (the last 2 year-waste-of-time-relationship)?!
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What the fuck! GODDAMNIT I”M PISSED.
Now, to fix progessives fucking stupidity, I have to payback THAT money too! But I can’t even afford to live. Phyiscally, mentally, and metaphorically. Me and Cassie now have to see less of each other because her sister is too fucking immature. I wish life was fair, for at least 2 years, but it’s not, never will be, and I realized this years ago. But it still fucking bugs me.
Fuck it all.
As always,
James
AIM/MSN: Ziktick(@hotmail.com for MSN users) feel free to contact me.
QUOTE OF THE MOMENT: I’m not a part time friend. Sorry. Don’t treat me as such. A friend is a friend. But it’s a two sided relationship. If I get no friendship back, I will portray no friendship, and thus, there will be nothing.
oh james… gah i wish i could help you, but i can barely help myself as i have no job, or car (or even driver’s license) of my own. this is all just terrible. i sincerely hope something good comes your way, asap. that much negativity on one person is just fvcked up. try and keep your chin up, as high as you can; things can get worse, yes, but they’re more likely to get better first. 😉 *hugs*
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*EEK* I’m so sorry that things aren’t going well for you. I’m thinking of moving back with the parents cos I can’t afford shit either. *meep* Wish I had some good words to tell you but I honestly don’t. So I’ll just say, You’ll get through this and maybe someday, a house will fall on Tina and Cassie can take her pretty shoes.
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I know your pain. Relationship and money wise…be strong. Things will get better.
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RYN: No, being honest is good. I was thinking the same thing anyway. luv and pickles,
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Damn, isn’t that just how the world works, you get a crumb then the wind blows and it’s snatched away. Same crap happened to me and I’m totally in the shi**er tubes as well. I know this is gonna sound stupid but things always get worse before they get better. Don’t worry I totally feel ya. I hope you get better soon and just try not to totally give up. Raven’s Gaze (NSI)
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awwww James…Im so sorry, hang in there…thats all I can say…*hugs*
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My opinion: Tina needs to get kicked in the teeth. What cassie does is cassie’s decision and there’s nothing that mommy or any other glorified parental figure can do about it. Then, she needs to be thrown screaming from a hellicopter – just a personal touch. Yeah, that would be nice. Oh, and about the car insurance: you should reserve an afternoon and a 6-pack for calling them up and yelling…
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Oh yeah, and about those thieving Jews that rape you out of your money…I thought Hitler was supposed to have taken care of them. Hope the docs can help you with what’s going on MN Gastro was stellar for me. I had to go on a pretty strict diet for about 2 months but after that, i.e. now, I’m good. Peace bud and take care.
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Amen
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Oh gosh… I still can’t get over the fact that your gf’s name is Cassie and so is mine… It’s creepy?! No, it’s not. Just– I don’t know where I was going with that. Anyway, everything will get better, just have faith!! 😀
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