No Swing for me tonight

I am feeling decidedly antisocial at present, and as such will not attend my dance class this evening. It’s been a strange 48 hours. Last night after dinner I was chilling out in the studio to some music, when I fell asleep. Woke up around 10ish, went straight to bed, slept through until half past seven this morning and still felt tired. Midday today I get the shakes and figure out I slept past meds last night, but this morning’s meds have now kicked in (it’s 4 PM) and I’m tracking alright. Nevertheless, I don’t feel like contact with my fellow humans today. Aside from work interaction which is casual enough, I just don’t feel like dancing… hey maybe I could write a song about that…

I seem to be sliding into a season where I don’t want to see anyone again, aside from Chibi-R and Jack. Chibi-R has been showing me some awesome films and we’ve been spending some great time together, and I actually haven’t seen Jack in a while, so it will be good to finally cruise out to his place this Friday.

At present, these are the only two people who engage me. I think that’s what I’m looking for… again… to be engaged. Not to belittle the wonderful friendships I have with these two fine gentlemen, but I can’t lean on them seven days a week, and like them also, we all need to spread ourselves around. I’m so delighted that I’ve found two extremely intelligent, agile and fun friends, I’d like more. Even one more.
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