gorgeous girl

Lonely in Gorgeous indeed…

Listening to the Paradise Kiss soundtrack is like lying on your back in the dark and being kissed long and hard for hours and hours, only breaking to breathe firmly against the skin of your lover.
This has to be one of the most erotic collections of music I’ve ever heard, I have something of a hormonal response to each piece of music; sometimes a sense of playfulness, sometimes an intense physical response, and sometimes a deep and intimate sincerity, either way it’s very sexual.
While on my last.fm profile you’ll see dZihan & Kamien’s intimate Drophere as my most played track, while it’s still quite sexual to me, it’s probably the most serious track I have in regards to feeling sensuality. D&K’s remix of Pramod Upadyaya’s Ambala is probably something closer to the Parakiss soundtrack, as well as Fluke’s Nebulus from their album Puppy, both of which appeared on my Sensual compilation for this year, while Drophere appeared on the first compilation I did a couple of years ago.

Music indeed is quite a powerful medium. Perhaps my response to the Paradise Kiss soundtrack has a lot to do with my response to the series, as I really am revelling in it so much. I’ve just reached the half-way mark of episode six, and my was it an amazing expression of sexuality. There is so much intimacy in this series, indeed as there is in Hachikuro – it’s almost difficult to mention one without the other now, both of them being the foremost josei productions as it’s still a fairly recent genre in non-yaoi form. Either way, both series are great at displaying social events that happen to young-adults in a very frank and intimate way, the thoughts we have, some of the responses we have, and it’s so thrilling to watch. The characters in these productions are so real, with such real fears, hesitations and passions, real awkwardness and discomfort, real struggles and emotional triumphs, and honest depictions of sexuality too.

I better stop, everything about Parakiss including the soundtrack is still swirling inside of me and the enthusiasm I feel will definitely be lost in the excercise of trying to express it more accurately. I did only get to watch up until ep 6 on Saturday, while Sunday was reserved for spending time with one of my best friends which of-course was fantastic, but has delayed finishing the series until tonight… after eight hours of work… it seems I’m constantly intent on torturing myself when it comes to these series’.
Poor me, however will I survive…