enough

one must always be ready for disappointment beyond measure.  the anger and the sadness goes away, but disappointment is enduring.
disappointment in yourself – that’s pretty chronic – and you’re on your own, but at least you can do something about it.

disappointment in others – well, that’s a sight worse.  there’s nothing you can do.  because you can do everything right, and be willing to do anything – but others just can’t face it.
yeah – that’s pretty lonely too.

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Commentary
March 28, 2010

I know who this is aimed at.

On an administrative note, the backend of Open Diary seems to have been doing very strange things with entires in 2005 that I’ve noticed when editing-in these commentaries. I think I was using WYSIWYG which never worked well for me and eventually reverted back to standard html; I’ve never looked back since.