No pain, no gain

wow, I didn’t write my diary for a while, almost a month. It should mon-ary i/o diary…

that’s great, even I ate 2 much today, the weight didn’t gain a lot lbs. so busy recently. working + sch = life. smtime, i was thinking if I can juz quit my job, drop out all classes, use all my $$ for traveling…NO, I know that I am not the selfish person. smtime, i rather i m…

"No pain, no gain", only four words, but reli so hard to do it. can anyone overcome the pain? then gain wt u want? well, for me, definitely not, coz i m reli VERY lazy person…sorry to say it, but i m. I often talk to myself " u can do it if u try"

anyway, juz wanna say wt i say.

I still hv 2 months for this semester, 1 yr for my JP + HK trip, 1 yr to loss my weight (my target is 90 lbs, and 110 now) when i m 20 smth, i need to do wt i want. after 20 smth, it will be another stage.