my week

What a week.

Court was a disaster. seans lawyer tried to apply for a continuance (rescheduling) at the last minute. The court administrator didn’t even know if it was still on the DAY OF. so i drove down there, and it was basically a big giant mess… long story incredibly short:

my lawyer walked out on me before the court appearance.
there was court
it was rescheduled because i was the only one to show up. (both lawyers and sean were not present)

so. september 25th.

my work load is daunting. I can do it. I don’t have really any me time, but i’m doing it.

like seriously. Yikes.

i don’t have all of my homework done for the week, but i’m relatively on schedule. Tomorrow i finish up my human development for the week, and this weekend i have to crank out a ton of math, but overall.. i’m on schedule.

I never did end up seeing dylan this summer. I have mixed feelings on this. a month ago, i probably would have been deeply upset by it. But now, i’m thinking it was probably for the best. Our.. thing. whatever it was that we were doing officially came to a close, and not so long ago… it may have been weird. He’s coming back a few times this september, but i don’t think i’ll see him. he’ll be busy and he’ll only come down for a weekend at a time.. his family will want to see him and well, i’m busy. incredibly busy this next month actually. Between my parents move, Chris coming up, school, court dates, kids, and CHRISTINAS FREAKING BIRTHDAY… i’m going to be an incredibly busy lady.

side note: he got a hair cut and some manscaping done by his almost girlfriend in colorado.. he looks like a lesbian now. no joke. if i would have seen him that way, i would have lost my shit. i couldn’t even hold it together over a computer. i would have been gone if he had shown up looking that way.

I try to remember everybodys birthday.. i do. but realistically, i can’t spent as much as i’d like to on everybody. so once a year, i pick somebody to really show that i’m thinking about them.. and it normally is a pretty big thing.

halloween of 2010 was a big one, my mothers trip to duluth, the weekend with sara(although not huge, i was broke as hell at the time and i spent a reasonable amount of money)

and now, it’s christinas turn.

i’ve been waiting to have hers be amazing for a while now. i wanted to do it last year, but i was already planning a big trip with a lot of expenses a week after her birthday, and it just didn’t work out. plus it was her 21st birthday, and i was only 20.. i wouldn’t have been able to do much for her.

and with christinas birthday, it sucks but it seems like everybody forgets.. and oh man do i know how much that sucks.

so, i’m showing her i didn’t forget. And i’d like to think that she’ll be pleasantly surprised by what i have for her.
it can’t be on her actual date of birth, but it’s only 2 days later.. and really, it’s the best i could do.

and she wont forget this birthday. =)

without giving away too many spoilers, i’ll be going down to the cities next weekend, and we’ll be going out to chanhassen dinner theater. the rest i’m afraid i’ll have to tell you later because she reads my diary.

I didn’t spent 1,000’s or anything. I don’t have that. But.. I did spend some. And i’m fucking thrilled and i cannot wait to see her again.

i might even buy a dress for the occasion.