07/26/2012

 You guys. Big life thing just happened.

Remember how i kept saying how i felt like a big thing was coming?  some big life decision?  

out of nowhere, it just fucking hit me.  like a fantastic "oh. That makes sense.  why did i not figure that out sooner?"

I think, considering the school difference (only 2 years), the higher salary, my gpa, it basically being the same job…

I think i’m going into medicine.

We’ll see how this year goes, ’cause that will give me more of a feel as to what i’m getting into.. But, I’m really feeling like this is a good fit.

and it actually works perfectly.  i had hoped to go to st cloud in 2 years to finish of my bachelors, and then transfer to duluth after that.. and st cloud has pre-med, and duluth has med school..

2 years more of school and i can nearly double my salary.  That’s incredible.

I keep stopping myself from saying "i’ll try to get into medicine" but fuck that.  

I’ll do it.

i’ve done everything else i’ve "tried" to do, and so fuck it.  i’m going to do this.

Watch me.

I’m going to be a doctor.  Or, more specifically.. A psychiatrist. 

Watch me.