Why

 Why. The single most asked question we will ever have in our life. Sometimes we find the answer to the question but only to ask the same thing again. Why can be compared to the circle of life because it has a beginning and an end just to start the process over again.

 Just like alot of other people, I tend to look back at my life from time to time and I always end up asking myself why at various stages. Surprisingly, the answer to many of the aspects of asking why can be answered by one of two singles words….stupidity and naive. Hindsight is as they say 20/20 and as I look back I know that if I hadn’t of been stupid or so naive my life would be totally different now. Would things have changed for the better if I would have chosen differently? Possibly, but then again things could have went far worse. The choices that I made in the past helped mold me into the person that I am today. Maybe that’s a good thing or maybe it isn’t but none the less I am what I am, the good and the bad all rolled into one.

 I have been asking myself why alot here lately like if the economy is picking up then why am I, like others, sitting at home more than I am working or why am I still single at this stage of life. The biggest why that I always seem to ask is why does life in general have to be so difficult but then again who doesn’t ask that? The answers to these questionable whys might be able to be answered or they might never be known.

 Why why why. It seems as if for every answer that we do get the question still manages to come back around for yet another answer. It is almost like beating a dead horse with a stick. If you hit it will that make it any more deader?  It is a never ending cycle or atleast that is how it seems.

 I have recently met someone and we talk all the time. She is everything that I have always looked for in another and have not been able to find. She is, in a word, perfect….well atleast to me anyway. But here it comes yet again…..why. Why does she have to live so far away? I am really beginning to hate that word why.

 The relationship, if it can even be called that, is still in its infancy but it seems to be growing rapidly and I think it is safe to say that. I know we both feel the same way and are connected to each other and even tho I can only speak for myself, I can see things steadily progressing forward each and every day.

 I will always ask why but now I am starting to ask another question and that is when, if it is what we both want, when will my lady and I be together? That is yet to be made known for time will tell. That leads to the final why of this writing and that is why does time have so much power over us?