wore out at work!

 I am sorry I havent been writing much I have been neglecting my diary and I am sorry. I worked over fifty hours this week at work. I have been driven to the point of exhaustion. Lately I havent been allowed to have breaks or lunches I have been begging to run to the restroom and when they tell me no I have been saying I was going on a price check and dropping the item and running to the restroom like a criminal! I have been so exhausted at the register before I cried when I rang up customers. My friend Amelia who works with me is an older woman who was working her butt off for the company in towards the end of her double she passed out at the register and hit the floor because her sugar dropped. I heard her tell the company she wasn’t feeling well for them to inform her she they needed her to keep working. Her sugar was low she just needed a rest! When she hit the floor I walked up to the manager who told her no and cussed her out!I told the manager if I even find out that old woman passes out over this company stupidity again I will have no choice but to report the company for not giving us our breaks! We were told we will have no breaks until January because we were to busy! I told them hire more people dont wear the workers out of they will leave!

 Talan my boyfriend is so angry over me being unable to get breaks over my shifts I keep trying to keep him calm but its very hard. He’s a strong large gentleman when angered he doesnt stay gentleman for long. I keep asking him to stay calm. I dont want to lose my job. Talan took me out to eat for while he was driving me home I fell asleep in car on the way home. He knew I didnt sleep for 3 days because of my job. We have been trying to see one another around each other works schedules its a bit of a challenge at times but it is a reward.

 I am going to appreciate this paycheck but I am severely exhausted but I guess I will deal with it…