want to go back to college,ex roomate blues,bff :)

 Yesterday was my day off. I wondered around the mall not buying a single thing just because I can. I met up with my best  friend MAndy’ Dawn’s soon to be mother in law Shay and shay’s mom. Shay was trying on prom dresses. She was behaving bratty cussing the people kind enough to buy her a prom dress and even pushed her grandmother cause she was "in her way." I stared at her in amazement thinking if I tried to pull that crap with my parents my family would beat me! I watched her grateful I had old school parents. I often was spanked scolded and placed in corners.  I dont have temper tamptrums I dont act out like shay does.

I am grateful that I have a RBA in English with a minor in psychology and an associates degree of technical studies in English. I am also grateful my friend Mandy is going to get her GED I am hoping to go back to college to get another college degree because I promised Mandy we would both go to college together. I am thinking of going back to college part time and get an associates in psychology and work full time at college. Even thought I have an associates and bachelors degree that doesnt mean I dont want more. I enjoy intellectual stimulation and well I havent been getting it by working at Kmarts.

On my next day off I am going to talk to New River Community and Technical college and see what 3-6 credit hours would cost. I know I will still have to pay my loan but well its apparent I really like school. I only left college the first time cause I was tired from doing 18-24 credit hours this time even though I have to pay a loan off as well I am proud to say I am taking it slow! Leaving college made me realize that I enjoy college and the first time around I was doing what others expected out of me. This time I want to go to college for myself. I enjoy intellectual stimulation. I enjoy being educated and well I want more.

 I am rushing the type this entry very quick. I worked a 9-2:30 shift today and I have to go back to kmart to work a 4-9:30 shift. My ex roomate from 2008 Mandy Hoyle grandfather is in the process of dying and even though I am none to fond of her I decided to cover her shift to be sure that she will be able to see her grandfather before she died. While I was in college my grandpa John died. I never get to tell him goodbye well even though I dont exactly like Mandy Hoyle that doesnt mean I am going to let her not seeing her grandpa one last time. This shift has me exhausted but I am half way there. My paycheck will appreciate it there is no doubt about it.

 Last night my best friend Mandy brought her steamer over and steamed by bathroom. It cleaned up my tub brilliantly. I have been trying to scrub the mold off for a while. That hot steam rolled it right off. I caught myself today looking around kmarts trying to find a steamer to put in lawaway. ITs Mandy’s fault I want one! Mandy has been helping me take on my house and try to clean it. She’s also been helping me find furniture. She’s been my friend for 13 years now and even though ol girl drama I couldn’t imagine my life without her.

 Well I got to rush back to work  for the second shift. I hope all is peaceful…BYE!