walking on egg shell worried about my job

 Yesterday I just got into work I was waiting for a register so I was organizing buggies and cleaning up bags when I was told my ex roomate Amanda Meadows was fired for stealing. I was suprised by this. Jennifer and Jessica said how funny it was. I told them to be careful we might be next. This job isnt cast in stone after all. While I was working the register my fellow cashier just disappeared when I noticed management pull the tills out of the registers I knew exactly what happened. Jessica and Jennifer was fired right after that.I sat amazed how quickly karma came to them. I am terrified that I might be next. I called this morning asking what happened they said they werent at liberty to say. I told them I am fine for them to keep their right not to speak but I wanted to know if I will be the next to be fired.I heard to their knowledge no. I than asked if I can come in ealy today to get some more hours. I was told they dont see that as a problem. I find myself suprised by this mass firing. We now have to get new cashiers to train before Christmas. I find myself concerned not only for my job but for the business I work for.

 I am debating whether to go to the Board of Education and sign up for a substitute teacher positon. Thanks to my RBA I can be a substitute but I cannot be a teacher until I complete my praxis and my senior year. I am also thinking of going back to college part time. For what I dont know but I cannot stay at Kmart for the rest of my life.I deal with really ignorant people at times and it get on my nerves. I desire intellectual conversation. I desire more. I desire better. I deserve that! I am always looking for ways to improve myself. A second job wouldn’t hurt anything. I want more in my payday. Mininum wage and the fear I am the next to be fired is simply to much! I think I am going to sign some job applications before work. I think at work I am going to have to walk on egg shells for a while. Everyone is just so touchy!

 I was thinking of placing some more items in layway but now I am hesitant because of recent events. If I see everything going back to normal again I might consider it but until then I better be careful with my expenses. I dont think I would be fired but at the same time its better to keep money back just in case! My family is getting bearly by now. I dont want to stress them out more. I have no issues waiting for new furniture or waiting for the things I want. After all my needs come first I need to pay my bills,eat clothes bathe and not be homeless.

 I am just stressed out! I hope everything is going to be okay..Guess I better get ready for work…BYE!