problem w/brothers,dating issues!

 I dont understand men. I dated Jr Proctor from the age of 16-18 years old. When J left to go to Pennsylvania he asked me marry me but I refused because I wanted to complete high school in West Virginia. He left me saying he never wanted to date me again and I let him go. I packed his bags and kissed him good bye! I have tried to keep a friendship with Jr and even tried to ask to date him over the years he dismissed me. So when Michael his little brother asked me out since I am 26 I figured it was plenty of time for Jr to get over our relationship. I kept telling Michael he needed to tell his brother whats going on but Michael said he wasnt worried about it. Now Jr wants to kick Michaels ass and is upset with me because how dare I date his brother! Jr ignored me for years and suddenly he’s territorial over me now? I dont understand if any of my friends decided to date an ex from years ago I would tell him to go for it after all they are in my past for a reason! I dont know what to do now. I dont want to divide a family but at the same time I love Michael! Oh lord my life is more messed up than Jerry Springer and Days of Our Lives mixed into one! My life the soap opera and to think I thought I was boring!

 Why is it I am not desirable until I get in a relationship? I have been dating Michael a little over a week now men are lining up to date me. I am a faithful girl sorry the timing of the others are bad! Michael feels insecure with himself as it is. I dont understand why he’s good looking. I guess its because his fiance left him for his best friend. I dont understand why he’s a great guy!Several of my female friends have the hots on me and told me to watch him or they are going to snatch him away!

 He likes fishing hunting and country music. I like rock and roll,reading book and arts and crafts project God we are opposites! Just thought I’d do a quick update. Hope all is well~