harass phone calls,laundry oops,not domestic@ all

 I am getting to the point in my life were little to no friendships wouldn’t be a problem for me. I tend to keep most of my personal life private. I dont like people coming to my house. If they want to hang out I go out in public to the mall or somewhere to hang out. I dont hang out with my friends often I would much rather stay home with a good book than go out. I don’t want my phone number being given out without my permission. Apparently some people don’t take the hint of my secrecy!

 I had someone ask me who I was. When I text my name suddenly my phone started getting blown up with text messages.I was informed it was Amanda Ncole my ex roomate’s mama Nell. I sent her a text telling her unless she got the phone number directly from me I do not wish to talk to her.  I kept ignoring the messages as she blew up my phone and I turned off the ringer to discover a message that said "Fuck You Bitch" on my answering machine. I have been harassed by my ex roomate Amanda Nicole before because she was angry me not answering her request for my phone number or me adding her on facebook now her mother is mad at me. Yet I never talk to either one of them nor are they an active member in my life.I havent seen Nell in years and I havent even seen Amanda in weeks. I dont understand why they are so desprite to get my attention. I believe if you cannot say anything nice you say nothing at all then people wonder why I am so quiet around them. I am thinking of changing my number simply because I am fed up with the harassment. I am not in the mood to fight with them so I simply wont! I know avoiding people isnt healthy but allowing human vampires consume you alive isnt either!

I bought several shirts yesterday. One of them was white and I didnt like it. I bought it because the guy offered it to me for half price. Not thinking I tossed all the shirts colors whites and all together to discover when I took it out of the dryer it was a pretty pink color! I know it was a mistake but for some reason I am a lot happier by this mistake. Martha Stewart would choke on her craft supplies if she knew of my laundry neglect!

 I manage to carry my sectional into my house with my dad the problem is I pulled the muscles in my ribs. Any time I try to go large movements or life something I hurt myself. It often hurts to breathe and sometimes I cry but I am proud to say the sectional is out of my dads garage and in my house. YAY! I would do the happy dance but I fear I will hurt myself again. 🙁

 Yesterday I hung around with my best friend Mandy Dawn for a bit. I didnt want pizza but she kept crying around she wanted a pizza so I ate some with her to make her happy. Most of the time the pizza makes me sick. I manage to take her to my house build 2 table lamps and floor lamps for my house for her to say she wanted to go home. She got sick from the pizza. I ended up hanging out with her boyfriend’s family until early in the morning. I kicked myself sad because I really really wanted to clean up my house on my day off. That was my only day off for over a week and I really was hoping I could use it to help clean my house I came in my house after a long day and cried wishing I had more time to clean up my house. I wish I had someone to talk to while I clean who wont find my need for socialization during my tidying an inconvience. I dont hardly ask Mandy to even life a finger. I just dont like being in a quiet house cleaning it makes me lonely and sad! Its sad the house dosnt feel warm and welcoming like other people houses are. I am trying to figure out ways to make that work!

 I found something I want to make for my house in my living room. I want to take a glass table top organize playing cards in a decorative pattern on the table and I want to lay another piece of glass on top of it. My living room furniture is red black and brown I figured with a playing cards are similar colors and due to me liking Alice in Wonderland. I am debating whether placing a decorative cups,saucers and decorative tea kettle on the table would be cute or to far! I have some glass paper weights too. I was debating whether that would work or not. I am going to experiment and see how it goes. I already have the glass table tops and the tea set. All I need to do now is get some curtains for the windows and make my sectional more like wonderland. 🙂 It sad how these small things make me happy. What is your opinion? Does it sound good any constructive criticism?

 I may not have very many people reading this diary but the ones who do mean the world to me. Thanks! I know my life is boring. I am sorry it isnt exciitng. I was a lot more interesting when I was younger. You know what scares me? It scares me I am better at paying off debt than my own country is! WOW! I am random I know but at least I amuse myself…NIGHT!