ex=friend,gift from a stranger,want another job

  I am still friends with my exboyfriend Alex. He is one of those people even just as a friend I love him dearly. I have an unconditional love for him. I am willing to become his girlfriend again or just his friend but either way I cant imagine him not in my life. Alex has always been kind and has treated me kindly most of the time. He had his slip ups that made me cry I will admit. I have been left alone on date night often and cried the night away.When he was around he always made things seem alright. Most of the time I dont forgive my exes but he is one of the ones I have forgiven. We text message one another on a regular basis. His family is still nice to me and when I come to Bluefield to visit him he is kind respectful doesnt want a fight. He just wants us to hang out every now and than and its just just to visit again. I never thought I’d say this but he’s one of my first exes that I am friends with and hang out with. Alex is a special man and some day I pray a special lady will end up with him. I will however be incredible jealous of her of course but I just want him to be happy! I know I am going to be alright I just hope he is as well,

 Me and him have plans to meet up and hang out next week on our days off. I am looking forward to it. We might so see the movie The Purge if he feels up to it. I was hoping to go see the movie World War Z but Alex believes it wont be as good as the book. I might go get a book to read and watch the movie later. Lets see if Alex is right. I know its odd to still be friends with the ex but I dont mind him being in my life and I hope that yall dont mind me writing about him in my diary.

 Earlier last week I had a woman I rang up at work. While in line she tried to give me a Pepsi and reese cups. At work we are told not to accept gifts the woman told me that if I dont accept the gift she will leave Kmarts never to return with her entire church congrigation. My manager thought this through and told me to accept the gift in order to keep them coming to the company. I thanked the woman for the items and asked her why she was so kind to me. She told me I am always so nice to the public that I deserve something nice. I couldn’t help but smile and be cheerful for the rest of the day. I felt wonderful, my fellow cashiers were jealous. For the first time in a long time I couldn’t help but smile.

 Earlier this week I had a couponer come in with ten tampon coupons,2 pepsi coupons for free products. I had to honor the coupons so she got over $83 in tampons for no cost. She complained about have to pay $5.45 she forgot she has to pay taxes on those coupons and the pack of gum she didnt have coupons for. After she threw a fit for over twenty minutes we added up the gum and the taxes to the coupons after she realized that the amount was correct. She appologized to me and I than ask what she was going to be with ten boxes of tampons. Come to find out she was donating them to a shelter. I am glad I didnt get short tempered with her because she was doing it for a good cause. I told her to have a nice day and she appologized to me again for screaming at me again. I told her its okay.

 My job interview for the Boyscout Jamboree is on the 22nd. I pray I get the job because I hope I can take the money from the Boyscout job and pay off part of my $6000 loan. My job knows I might be gone for 2 weeks in July. They are fine with it as long as I can arrange time off. I really hope I can get the time off. I want this new adventure!

 I am still putting out job applicaitons looking for a better job. I want more money from a better job to help me pay my bills. I hope I can write something more exciting soon but until then this is my sad life!