dog bite,stray killed my dog,hurt @ work,:(

On the ninth of July while my dad was talking our dog Bear a dog tried to attack my dad my dad manage to pin the stray dog and was fighting this dog with his bare hands. Our Dog Bear who is partially blind tried to bite the stray dad accidentally got in the way and Bear accidentally bit dad. When dad screamed Bear let dad go but the damage was already done. Dad choked the stray out and kick the stray it ran away for dad to discover Bear covered in blood. Dad thought Bear was bit by the stray when in reality it was from the main artery in his arm. When Bear heard dad scream he released my dad and sat down because Bear realized he accidentally bit the wrong one. Dad walked Bear to his pin and drove himself to the hospital. Dad forgave Bear and they are still very close. Dad knows Bear didn’t mean to because our dog is blind in one eye and couldn’t see.

While dad was at the hospital this stray dog that tried to attack my dad came back into my yard. This dog came back for another battle and this time he went after Rascal our pit bull boxer mix Rascal. Rascal stuck his head out of his kennel to bark at the stray this stray ripped out Rascal’s throat,his eye and his jaw. By the time dad came back from the hospital Rascal was head down in his food bowl barely breathing blood pouring into his food and the inside of his kennel looked like a crime scene Rascal was in pain suffering dying slowly. Dad did the only humane thing he could think of. He apologized to Rascal told Rascal he loved him and it would be over soon. He put Rascal out of his misery. The stray that attacked my dad and killed my dog is out there somewhere sadly this little monster got away. I am so angry and never dreamed our dog could destroy my world so much.

My mom and dad didn’t tell me about Rascals death. I have been working ten hour days and riding on the bus for 2 1/2 in order to make it to the Boy scout Jamboree.I been coming home after these shifts straight to bed. Sadly due to me being so busy I always walked past his kennel telling him I loved him hurrying past not looking into his kennel.Dad always fed him and took care of Rascal so I didn’t think about taking a better look. Today I walked past his pen and called for Rascal for him not to come dad confessed me about Rascals murder and I cried. I have been so busy with work I been walking past his Kennel for days now telling him I love him to now discover he’s been dead since the ninth. I cried and felt horrible I wasn’t more attentive. I was I was there but I was at the jamboree when Rascal died. I hate myself for not noticing before now. I hate I wasn’t there to help him or tell him I loved him before he died. I feel like a bad person I couldn’t protect him.

I got hurt 2 days ago at work. I was lifting boxes from the trailer and I ended up straining my shoulder. I signed out an incident report and I was placed on restricted activity. I tried to go into work yesterday and I was in so much pain I asked if they could drive me home. The Boy Scouts told me sorry about my injury and was kind enough to pay me my pay to stay home and recover for 2 days. I cried and was grateful for their kindness. Today I have off today as well, My shoulder is still aching and I am on pain meds but I feel better than I did. I really like the company they have been so kind to us as workers. The people we serve often thank me for serving them food. I wish this wasn’t a part time job that will be over in ten days. I really like working with them. Even Kmart my regular first job never showed me this much appreciation.

I am working the Jamboree to pay off part of my college loans and to get me a new computer. My computer is on its last leg the battery and fan doesn’t work and it might crash at any moment. I am going to pay cash for the computer so I can lessen my debt even more. I know its strange I am working all these hours to pay off a bill but I would rather pay it off as soon as possible than get drowned by interest and added debt. Poor girls have poor ways.

Oh did I forget to mention I got a job as a secret shopper? I am very excited about this. Due to being so busy at the jamboree I haven’t had the chance to do the job assigned to me however once the Boy Scout Jamboree is over in between working at Kmart I am going to enjoy being paid to go shopping. I believe after I write our this diary I might go do my secret shopper job but I just thought I would give an update on my sad existence of a life. Love you all thanks for reading this. BYE!