dating the brother of an ex,amish,yard sales rock

  The day I first started this diary was October 31,2003. I was dating Jr Proctor at the time and I was in the ninth grade. As of this Halloween I will be on this diary for 10 years. It seems like only yesterday I started this diary. Here it is almost ten years later and I now have a secret to tell you.. Jr’s little brother Michael asked me out and I said yes. I dont even know if Jr knows I am dating his brother. The rest of his family is happy about it. They told me welcome back to the family. 8 years ago Jr ended our relationship. I was quite suprised when Michael confessed he was jealous of his brother and thought I deserved better. He decided he was the better.

 For our first date we went out and ate Taco bell wondered around the mall and Walmart before he had to go to work. Micheal works at Sweet Frog a frozen yogurt shop. He works twice a day very odd shifts. I accidently texted him at work talking about different movies I wanted him to see. I appologized to him and we ended up after his work talking till early in the morning later that week. Michael is a redneck he isnt very educated I must admit and he doesnt like reading books so we are the exact opposite. He is a ford man I am a chevy girl. He likes hunter I believe in its good for some and not me. He told me I am the most educated woman he ever dated. He wants to talk about hunting and fishing. I want to talk about things I learned in college and psychology. He is thin. I am heavy compared to him.

      His exfiance left him for his best friend James and he didnt take it well. He lost over fifty pounds and he still works with her at Sweet Frog talk about awkard! When Alex left me I simply deleted his phone number and came home. I tried to keep a relationship for a while but Alex kept pushing me away. I got tired and I let go taking control of my life after a while but at first I tried to make Alex and I work out. Michael asked me if I felt it awkard that he works at his job with his ex. I told him as long as I can trust him than I am fine with it. I must admit I am the jealous type but I am also the type that if he wants her I will happily leave! 

 I didnt know that Michaels grandmother is Amish and a lot of his family still lives in Pennsylvania on farms. He told me he couldnt imagine living there with his grandmother but apparently he’s was raised part of his childhood there. He said he likes modern technology better. His father is from Polish ethnicity and his mother was Amish as a child. Many years ago when I dated J he never told me anything about it. I dated J for 3 years you would have figured that he would have mentioned it.

  Anytime I buy anything my family makes my life really difficult. My dad screams over me spending money that " I dont have." I bought an enertainments center for $3 at a yard sale. I had to smuggle it into my house like a criminal so my dad wouldn’t find out. I carried it by myself ended up dragging it and it took me an hour to get up the stairs. All the funiture in my house is broke and I just want to replace my broke items for better classed used items. I dont want brand new I dont want to pay with it with a credit cards or create a debt. I go to yard sales I pay cash for the items I buy. I than have mom distract dad as a smuggle it in hoping he wont catch me. My mom kept my dad out yard saling as I snuck it in. Of course the enertainment center is me and moms secret simply because we dont want to hear dad complain! I love my father really I do. I just dont like how he fusses at me and tests me all the time.

 I just thought I would do a quick update on my life. I know it isnt that exciting but welcome to my life.