Another sad day

im so tired of been all day every day in this house,with no one to talk to. Time comes for him to come back home and is always so distant lately. Full of argument, disagreement and actitudes. I’m pregnant, have couple health conditions that limits me and causes me so much pain. No one seems to care or understand.My baby coming soon with heart problems and i can’t stop worrying and questioning my self what i have done wrong. My partners family hasn’t even ask for this kid,care or want to be part of it. I do have my family’s support n love for my baby to come.

Still there’s his empty feeling of our relationship going no where. Most important moments, feelings and times have been put on a side from the person i love n most matters.Day by day I’m losing interest in this relationship and only have mind for the health of my baby. Without saying this doesn’t come out of no where…years of insults and bringing me down constantly. Just because where i was raised,my humbleness and the person i am n proud to be. Facing racism is bad and shouldn’t exist. People think are better than me but at the end of the day i have a better heart n feelings. Something they’ll never have. They think they’re so powerful cause their money. I’m broke but pretty sure have more value than all your family put together. Wish I can leave. Not deal with none of this anymore.