sometimes

i wonder what everything would be like if i just stopped existing.

would my mum cry?

would any of my old friends cry?

i hate people crying.. i never know what to do to help them feel better. i never know. i am rather under developed when it comes to interacting with others in some situations i guess.

if i stop existing.. dont cry.

AbbyAbigail

I’ve thought the same thing about just not existing anymore. There wouldn’t be any more pain or questioning for me, but I do know that it would bring a great deal of pain to family and friends. For me, the only way to make me feel better when I’m crying is just to let the time pass by. I can’t be consoled unless I’m done crying. Sometimes a hug is nice to give, but that can bring more tears.