08/16/2013

my dad is going to a muse concert and ISNT taking me! hmmph. lol. i am pleased he is going out and having fun though. i came to be when he was 21, so he didnt have enough time to go out a lot when he was early 20’s (which by the way is probably the best years to go out in :p)

sometimes i think about asking him if we could go out for drinks one weekend, but it would get kinda awkward if i saw someone i found nice looking and went to talk to them. that would be awkward for everyone. besides, neither me or dad tend to drink much anymore. i dont think i’ve had any since january.

he took me to my dentist appointment yesterday. it was awful. i was so freaked out i couldnt sleep the night before so i was running on exhaustion, dad only got back to me to confirm he was picking me up that day and i’m terrified of dentists. like, vomit inducing pants shitting terrified.

i was in that chair for a goddamned hour. and i was full on crying by the half hour mark. it sucked. i just had a clean done btw. i originally went in cos i had chipped a tooth but the dentist said it looked fine to him and that he just wanted to give me a deep clean instead. 

oh god it sucked. i never want to go back. i’m probably going to get flashbacks of this and start drooling and shaking or something lol.