Hii I’m back :)

Hello!

So having been gone for what, like a year? I have decided to start up again because in my current emotional state these days I need an outlet.

So quick recap on what’s been going on..

Had a gorgeous daughter, Sarah Hadassah Penner. She is now 8 months old and just a joy! Was living with her father Dale until I realized he had a temper problem among other things, so  moved in with the neighbours end of June. Now my mat leave is running out soon so I am hoping to move back to the city, find a job, get in college, find an apartment, find sarah a dayhome, and get subsidized for part of it!

It’s been an emotional rollercoaster ride. Dale is very emotional and has threatened to disown sarah. When I lived with him he was freaking out everytime she did something like spit up. It’s a very sad situation that is only getting worse. He made mention last week of his parents wanting to try to get custody, which…of course has absolutely infuriated me. They have no real basis to get her but i hear grandparents have more rights now,…which pisses me off because she’s my baby and they’re just the sperm donor’s grandparents!

I know that sounds harsh and usually I am all for family but his whole family is..off. Plus obviously I wanted this for a long time and Dale just sees sarah as a burden. Child support is a joke, he pays me when he wants and what he wants. He says if I take him to court he’ll either disown sarah or try to take her. So I am trying to keep as much as a record as I can to prove he is incompetent if it comes to that.

Anyways on to the fun stuff!:) Sarah’s pictures!