Can’t sleep

Can’t sleep. Hoping for a BFP this month. I KNOW I was ovulating a few days ago, know know know, and when I told James, he couldn’t get in the mood.
So hopefully we’re not screwed, we bd’ed a few days before that.
I’m wondering if I should just not tell him when I’m ovulating, make things easier.
I really hope this is the month.
I want to buy ovulation tests, but they are so expensive, what if I do it all wrong and waste my money?
I want to go to a doctor but I’m afraid of the results.

Anyways, good night all