shiny side on the outside

thank you everyone for your very nice notes.  i always love it when people (mainly cheesy american people) write ‘i’m a little older, and a lot wiser’ after a long break.  last night was proof that that although i might have gained in years, i am still a stupid bint.  i bought a box of yummy cadburys brownie mix a few days ago and decided to make brownies because i was bored.  i haven’t bought one of these for a couple of years, not since my second year at uni.  because the cadburys mixes are made for dunces like me they include everything, even the baking tray.  obviously it comes flat packed (one step away from an allen key) and you have to construct the box with the shiny side on the inside so the mixture doesn’t stick to it. last time i messed it up (shiny side on the outside), and this time i messed it up (shiny side on the outside), so lo and behold, i have learnt nothing.

i am delaying turning on the msn because it means that i have to do something horrible.  my dog’s 14 now and he’s finding it hard to get up once he’s lying on his side and is quite distressed, so the Big Sleep is looming.  it will probably be in the next few days (although he pulled in an oscar winning performance on my birthday a month or so ago, i thought he was a goner for sure).  so my parents are going to bring him to the webcam so i can see him, probably for the last time.  i prefer being far away from him, because then i can pretend it isn’t happening.  but i have already said my goodbyes to him, so now it’s just a matter of waiting.

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February 6, 2006

Oh no, I get so upset about doggy things. Hope he is okay 🙁

February 6, 2006

Oh. Your poor muttski xxx

February 7, 2006

Not the dog of death! Poor Sam 🙁

February 7, 2006

🙁 about your dog. ryn: hair dyeing is all a matter of just going ‘sod it!’ and slapping the stuff on. i always do that and it’s never failed me. heh.

February 7, 2006

Hopefully he goes out painlessly.

February 8, 2006

I’m sorry about your dog! :(I didn’t know those Cadbury box things came with a baking tray. I have a postman pat muffin mix thing in the cupboard, I wonder if that does too.

February 14, 2006

Ref Dan Treacy. The album sleeve contains the URL of my site. And I got a free promo copy of it.

July 6, 2006

RYN: Somebody did go and get me a card. It was nice. The best employer I worked for (the episode of Niall and Deanna) had the cake bought for me, a card and a bottle of champagne (the champagne was slightly minging) but still champagne. The fact it only had 80 UK employees and was German family owned might have had something to do with it.

August 9, 2006

Ryn: Thank you. You are kind. You know I almost baked a cake mix last night and thought of this entry xxx

September 3, 2006

Confusion: Him or me? What’s it to be?

October 4, 2006

04.10.06 I didn’t like being called an adolescent :o)

October 9, 2006

Why you little…. *strangling noises*

Ta for the message on that there space site. I’m terrible with responses, so I may as well let you know I’m here as well.

October 16, 2006

Stop leaving notes calling me an adolescent, or I’ll tell my mum, or get my friends to ignore you or something.

November 1, 2006

I’ve answered your note on my own entry. So much more sensible. But yes, very cold up north. Bare legs are perhaps not such a good idea. I’ll be rummaging for my wollen gloves before too long, as my fingerless cycling gloves were too cold. Damn, left a long note after all.

February 17, 2007

RYN: Nah, it was the Bradford one, it is only 2 minutes from Joannes house 🙂 Sorry to hear about the dog. Still 14 is a good run of things in dog years, and I am sure it lived a happy life in those lovely pennines.

February 20, 2007

It was Saffron in P-l-F that we went to. Service has improved since the first time.

July 12, 2007

RYN: Thanks for dropping by. I’m touched at the fact that you did read ‘old Moor’ entries! I forgot about that entry. I meant another one where I aimed to achieve ’30 things’ before I turned 30 (e.g. taste caviar, visit South America, write a business plan!). Hope you are keeping well in the world of media!

July 17, 2007

RYN: Well it was only officially a two bedroom flat, but they turned the living room into a bedroom so split the rent three ways…and it was a good location but not really the nicest flat in the world, haha!

December 16, 2007

16/12/07 Yeah, bloody emu’s making a comeback. Rod Hull’s son has taken on the beast. I saw them on GMTV this week. What a truly crap act that thing is. I hope he climbs on the roof to fiddle with the tv aerial soon… and takes the bloody bird with him.

January 22, 2008

RYN: A G/GG cup isn’t big? I must have been mistaken. To be fair, that’s a fairly inaccurate picture for showing the bloody things, but trust me, they’re bad enough!

January 23, 2008

Yeah, well, 32. So we’re probably about even (I remembered I was still wearing my sports bra in the pic which seems to squish them quite a lot haha). I guess they’re not like…42G, no. Then I would be scared (and probably quite large all over!)

February 9, 2008

A GRAND A MONTH?!?! Well, thats London for you. People aren’t exactly flocking to go to Bradford, well not people from the UK anyway. Still, I will agree with you my place is a bargain for the rent I pay.

May 20, 2008

RYN: Notice the second part of the sentence “…just to put a rocket up the %rse of the mainstream parties.” However, the danger of that (I do realise) is that if enough people did that (not just enough for the candidate to not lose his deposit or to scare the other candidates), they might win and we all might be down the drain.

July 1, 2008

RYN: Dear Lord, I think I would rather NOT remember when I was 16! lol

August 2, 2008

Believe me, the obsession is mostly fiancee induced, but still I am looking forward to not pissing rent up against the wall, and actually being able to make a place our own.

August 13, 2008

Having visited Swindon, I can’t say I’m in a hurry to go there again. Luckily the M4 goes right past it without stopping.

August 17, 2008

Haha, I was. I don’t know, the first time i venture into that place in months and someone spots me! I don’t know what you look like so I don’t know if I noticed you or not!

September 3, 2008

RYN: I don’t know if I come across as sexist or not. My mum’s family is an example of ‘girl power’. My grandmother (mother’s mother) had a degree and worked as a education lecturer (teaching teachers) and was more educated and better paid than my grandfather (a priest). However, that came in handy when he passed away relatively young (just before he turned 40). Similarly, my grandmother’s older sister was one of the first women to get a maths degree so I’m not agreeing that a women’s place is in the home. However, I suppose from my grandmother having to work, my mother believed that staying at home was the ideal, so in my head, I feel pretty useless if I can’t ‘provide’. RYN2: I always wonder about the what-if. However, at the time, I had a colleague who knew a few people from media (from her am-dram group). She did give me some warning. Whilst on the one hand, it was life changing for some (that Jon Massey bloke), a lot seem to have returned to whom they are. I’d like to think that I have changed. However, a program like that would have most probably fast-tracked the change.

November 2, 2008

RYN: Yeah, I suppose it’s safer – provided I don’t get p1ssed because I forget to spit the wine out and fall over whilst drunk!

November 12, 2008

RYN: You never write so how do I know my life is more exciting than yours? 😉 And on the 19th September? That would be me…god how weird! Er, were you the one sitting with the bloke and also grimacing at the noisy kids?!

November 14, 2008

RYN: Yes, maybe! Reading about Sir Oswald and having flashbacks to the TV series based on his life in 1997, it seemed that he got around as well. What was his secret? (At one point he was with his wife, her younger sister and their mum!)

April 20, 2009

RYN: Theoretically, they could have imprisoned me on desecrating a holy place. It’s a bit like setting fire to a church, urinating in a Sikh temple or something like that. The current president is in power because of a coalition with a party called the JHU (which literally translates as the ‘The Buddhist Monks’ Party’) and recently they have passed the following law against Christianity: http://www.csw.org.uk/urgentactionsrilankaanticonversionbill.htm

April 20, 2009

It is kind of ironic that the first president that brought in racist policies (in 1956 – Bandanaike) kind of changed his mind and fearing that a Buddhist monk assassinated him. So given how Buddhism is practised in Sri Lanka, I’m a bit sceptical about the merit of it as a religion.