my dear, we’re slow dancing in a burning room

i had a shitty day today.  i’ve had a shitty last couple of days, really.  my mind has been .. all over the place.  and yet on every day i had off  i stayed in bed till early afternoon, and when i did get up, i barely showered, nevermind DID anything.  i’ve been in a rut.

i’m always trying to figure out ways to get out of a rut.  something i could do to change the situation i’m in.  where my life is right now.  but on these days off, i did nothing again.  nothing nothing nothing.

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I think the nothing thats what kills us.. that when we do something, we forget the nothing.. I think nothing depresses me, and yet.. perhaps its the nothing.. that makes us really strive for.. something.. Enough of my babbling.. Amore Sempre ♥

September 28, 2006

sounds like you’re having what i had this summer. do something…..anything, go out of the house. it always helps a little. <3<3

September 29, 2006

Hemorrhoid cream and cigarettes?? Nice! obviously just the necessities.

October 1, 2006

Some weird guy did the face painting. I thought it was a really awesome idea for a party, though. Someday I will do it. <3