guero

beck.  hadn’t pulled that cd out in a while.  listened to it while going through the drive through – i had a poutine and barfed it up.  unngh.

also, i shaved my legs today.  it was lovely.

i never thought it was possible to be in love with two people at the same time.  never thought i was the type either.

i’m coming off nightshifts and i wish i was drunk right now.  the only reason i thought of that is because my head is actually spinning, with no aid, just .. spinning.  not in an "i’m a mess and i feel crazy", i just have no balance. 

god, my shoulder aches.  and my neck, from barfing.  it hurt to smoke, which was sort of funny and frustrating at the same time.  wait.. maybe i AM a little crazy right now.  ah well.  i should go to bed.  coffee with shawn tomorrow, and i’m notorious for being late.  he apologized for being in love with me last summer.  and that doesn’t happen to me every day, folks.

come to australia with me, ant.