DCFC

listening to the new death cab for cutie (unreleased) song "brothers on a  hotel bed".  damn good.  the album will be called plans i believe.  and i don’t know how much luck i’ll have finding someone to go to the concert with me in october .. i know exactly one person who likes cab, and .. well i’m just not asking him.  haha. 

anybody ever gone to a concert alone?  i can’t imagine how much fun that would be.  although i’m usually in my own world at concerts .. still.  i’d be like that loser who doesn’t even have ONE friend they could convince to go.  (you know who i mean, don’t pretend you’ve never spotted one before.)  that was a bit harsh.  but i tend to be harsh.

i start my new job september first.  i’m going to be a processing operator.  ten bucks says this job will somehow suck ( i dont actually know what the job entails, i just took tests with the company to see what i’m suited for there ) and i’ll hate it just as much as i’ve hated any given job i’ve worked at within 2 months.  that may sound like a while .. but i’m talking pure hatred here.  then for at LEAST a few months after that i’ll say how i want to quit but i’ll never find another job.  but its money.  and money gets me places. like scotland next spring, and hopefully even more of europe this time.

my parents are away again.  which leaves me with a lot of time on my hands to do .. nothing.  absolutely nothing, if i want to.  and by the way, last week was strange because of a whole bunch of crap.  a couple people died, a couple people had strokes (my grandpa being one .. but he went and played golf and drank rye the next day  ((cus he’s hardcore))so its all good) ..  there were car accidents, bizarre coincidences, and ridiculously dead on horoscopes.  i went to playland and somehow mustered up the balls to go on every single ride .. when i’m a giant weener and am usually scared shitless.   ( i also watched about 4 horror movies, which i never, never do.)  i don’t know what came over me but i just did things i never do because everything that week felt strange.  and so on and so on, that was only a bit of it all.  the whole week was just  bizarre.  i just didn’t feel like explaining it all the other day.

but anyways, if anyone could tell me about their experiences going to a concert alone, it would be interesting.  like a case study or something.  lol.  much appreciated people.