07/05/2011
Okay I know I said I would come back and write about Feud #3 but after thinking it over I decided not to share all the details. It’s too much to rehash and would probably bore you anyway. Suffice to say, I’ve had a misunderstanding with a long term friend of mine (not Bonnie!) and I feel somewhat betrayed and very disappointed. I don’t believe the friendship is over but I don’t know how longlasting the damage may be. My feelings are hurt, very hurt.
I guess I’m not gonna reveal all my secrets after all lol. But I have to wonder, is it me? Is this just all coincidence or have I turned into a total bitch? I mean the common denominator in these 3 feuds is me, so what does that say? I don’t know the answer. I know I can be impatient and short tempered, but I think (hope) my good qualites are displayed far more often than my bad. I know I am good friend, loyal and supportive, so is it too much to ask for this much in return? I’m thinking mainly of my misunderstanding with my friend when I ask that question.
As for Aimee, I wish she would show me the respect I think I deserve as her mother. My mother and I certainly had our differences but I don’t think I ever disrespected her the way Aimee has done me. But maybe I am just as much as fault.
I don’t see any way this thing with my sister can be repaired. She crossed a line with her evil words and I’m still in shock at some of what she said. She sent me an email today titled "Brayden’s Birthday". Brayden is her great-grandson. I’m sure it was full of pictures but i just deleted it without even reading it. I just had no desire to see pictures of her or anyone from her family.
I hope you all had a nice Fourth. Mine was spent at home, alone. There was just not enough room in the car for me to go along to watch the fireworks. I didn’t mind (too much), the important thing was that the kids had a good time and they did.
I’m feeling sad today so this entry didn’t turn out the way I planned. I’m sorry it’s so bland. Wishing you all a good week!
Ya know, I am findimg more and more kids Aimees age are acting the same way. Im not sure if its because we did something wrong as parents or if its just the generation. Eh. We do the best we can then its all up to them. I guess the best thing to do is put an end to it as soon as possible. I am trying to learn that with Kayce but its so hard because I dont want her to grow up. A for the commondenominator, of course YOU are the common denominator. You are the person involved BUT that does not mean you are wrong or at fault. I see your point in the two you posted yesterday and the one with your friend, well, if you havent tried talking about it with her, then I suggest you start there. It may be something that CAN be worked out. As for the 4th, youre probably better off not going. If where you live is anything like where I live then the crowds were crazy! Have a great day my friend!
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I’m sorry you are feeling sad today, honey. Don’t internalize all this feuding and start beating yourself up about it. I think you are a wonderful woman, and I’m rarely ever wrong about such things! *smiles* *big hugs*
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I’m sorry. You don’t deserve to be treated that way. Sometimes it does seem to be better to be alone. Last night I stayed home too. I’m thinking of a big move to the mountains. The closest family (my MOM) would be 3 hrs away. The grands would be 8, 12, and almost 24 hours driving time away. You are a wonderful friend to me. Never doubt how special you are. Lots of love
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Hugs. Not taking abuse in any relationship doesn’t make you a birch. It doesn’t even make you less caring. It just means you’ve had enough and you’re going to take better care of yourself and set a more loving example for those you care about.
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I promise to come back and read this!!!!!! I just wanted /want/ to thank you for your note. I also added a very impt piece that God also led me to, AND through, about Kathy the mean mgr. @ Sev’s bldg(where I used to have my own apt) and how she wanted money only for herself, and God me all through this, too!!! Perhaps you would like to go back and read this? If not, it’s all good!! I love you!!!BigHugz.
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RYN: I picked the topic to go with each letter. Steal away!
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(((Hugs To You))) I understand sadness, too. Please don’t feel badly about your weight. You are beautiful through and through. Why don’t you join me in losing weight. We can do this together.
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I spent the 4th home alone, too 🙁
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