one step out the door

your going to leave
walk away
and i can’t blame
i would do the same

if feels like every moment
might be the last
that i see your smile
or hear your laugh

i’m trying to be strong
put it out of mind
think of happier things
like when you let me drive

yet i hear your voice and its as if
there is a countdown to the end
and I don’t want to let go
of my thoughts, my heart

your going to break my heart
for their sake
and i love you for being that good
but it doesnt make it hurt any less

I’m sorry i cant make it easier on you
by just ending it myself
saving you the pain and words
if only i could be that brave

I don’t blame you for going
but don’t expect my tears to deminish
when the love of my life
is being taken away from me

time heals everything
and you will forget how much i cared
more time will make you smile
and then it will be like i was never there

July 26th 2007
10.35pm