We talked….

So we talked again…i called him on Tuesday and it was nice to hear that friendly voice sound excited to hear from me. We talked for about about an hour which is very short for us. We kept it very brief and non serious….i then said well enjoy your evening and we’ll talk soon.

I called him last night at about 9 pm and we talked till about 2:50 am last night…the conversation started very light, just joking and discussing each others day..then in the last hour we talked about how we both knew the night we kissed that it would change everything forever.He said he knew that our freindship would never be the same and it would be over..he then had decided that he would just let things be and never talk again. I told him i felt the same way..even though kissing him felt heavenly, i knew deep inside i was losing a friend..a really great friend. So i told him .. that it killed me to know i was losing such a great person. We both agreed that we care for each other emensely but for obvious reasons we are better off as friends.
We love, respect and want the best for each other..Never again would i want to feel like i did that weekend…never again would i want us to lose each other. Honestly he is a great person and i would never want to jeopardize my marraige or our friendship again….