With eyes that tell a story……

Whats the point in keeping this diary?  No one pays attention to it.  Other than myself and here lately not even I have been doing much of that.  I read other diaries and my life seems dull, I seem dull.  I want a vibrant life, a vibrant persona, maybe I already have those things ::shrugs::

Stephen totally fcking rocks my socks, in and out of bed.  I could sit here and sing praises all morning long, but I have work to do. 

Once again I will voice my complaint about the womens clothing industry and their misconceptions on what is large etc.  A SIZE 8 IS NOT LARGE, A SIZE 9 IS NOT X-LARGE.  Granted Im neither of those sizes anymore, but Im not a fking triple X either, well not when it comes to clothing.  ::giggles and bats her eyes innocently::  It makes me sick that these people lable clothing that way.  To me, a size 20+ is starting to get in the large range.  Im no skinny chick but Im not exactly fat either, fluffy maybe.  Since when is it wrong for a woman to have curves??  Oh it just makes me so angry.  I’ve been clothing shopping, without buying anything, twice this week, I dont even bother looking at the sizes anymore, just grab it, hold it up, if it looks like it fits, I’ll try it on.  Goodness knows those tags lie.  Girls, dont listen to them, if youre a size 9, youre not XL, YOURE FABULOUS.  Just remember, men appreciate curves.  Ok, ::clears her throat and steps off her soap box::  moving right along…..

Did I mention how good this Cherry Pepsi is I’m drinkin?  Stephen made me a lunch for today and included 2 of them.  He’s too sweet.  Last night I was soooo annoyed with him while I was sleeping.  He has ass prints all over his wall, I assure you.  He’s such a bed hog!  Not only did he have his big ass pillow covering up about half of mine, but he was also all the way on my side of the bed.  I tried to push him, and I tried to adjust his pillow so I could have some wiggle room for myself, but noooooo, my ass stayed planted against the wall.  Serves him right if he goes home and sees ass all over his wall!  HA!  I also had a dream last night where he was annoying me.  Like really getting on my nerves.  Maybe thats why I was annoyed by his sleeping habits last night, usually they dont annoy me, I just adjust myself to fit in there comfortably somehow, but not last night.  Honestly I wanted to knock the shit outta him.  He really annoyed me in that dream.  He was annoying everyone else in my dream too, random people at the places we were at.  ::shrugs::  I dunno.  I had a dream the night before last about meeting his mother.  ::shrugs::

Wow, I wasnt expecting this entry to be semi-long winded.  I didnt have that much to say to start with.  I’m feeling sleepy. I dont want to be at work today.  I found an article online yesterday, 7 signs youre in a dead end job.  Yeah, I qualified, without a doubt.  I HATE MY JOB, Oh I need to sneeze, hold on.  Ahh I think it passed. 

Alright, I better get my butt to work.  Got lots of nothing to do.  Enjoy your day!

I think its time for a diary makeover again. I wonder if I can get into my front page and tweak it a bit.  The last time I checked it was still freezing up everytime I tried.  I didnt get any response from the masters of this place either when I voiced my problem to them.  BLAH!  Gonna go try!  Wish me luck!

Chris LeDoux

Just look at you, girl
Standin’ here beside me
Starlight on your hair
Lookin’ like a dream I dreamed somewhere
And look at me, girl
You got me actin’ just like a lover
In an old time picture show
And how I got the part — I just don’t know
But it’s written all across your face
Plain as it can be
You’re the one that I was lookin’ for
Now you’re all that I can see

CHORUS

You mean everything to me
And I’d do anything to have you stay forever
I’m an ordinary man
But I feel like I could do anything in the world
When I look at you, girl

Just look at you, girl
Walkin’ here beside me
Misty morning light
I see my own reflection in your eyes
And just smile at me, girl
With eyes that tell a story
That words can never say tellin’ me your love is gonna stay
And we’re standin’ right together now
In everything we do
And if my world should come apart
I’ll still be lovin’ you

CHORUS