Well Im back

Im quite pissed at the boss,  he totally screwed me out of my vacation time.  He called yesterday morning and asked me to come in today.  He could have paid me while I sat on my ass and did nothing here so I could have kept my vacation time.  But noooo.  Actually it was looking like I was about to get laid off.  So I started making plans.  Called unemployment Tuesday, got some info.  Had decided to take the next month off to take my two trips and then look for a new job.  Now Im fked.  He told me this morning I can have the time off to go to Aunt K’s wedding, but I’m not gonna get to go to Buffalo.  How fking sad!  Im totally pissed!

So heres a quick update.  Kris announced to me she was engaged, I spent Monday and Tuesday running the roads with her trying on brides maid dresses.  Im the maid of honor.  She hasnt decided if its going to be in the Spring or Fall, but its sometime next year.  Im a bit pissed, she can do better than that.  Then again, Billy & Dad are about to go to jail for something stupid they did 2 weekends ago while drunk.  So the wedding might not happen at all.  They are supposed to issue arrest warrants sometime this week I think.

How could dad be soooo fking stupid.  They are looking at 2-20 years.  Dad hasnt been in too much trouble with the law during his time, but Billy sure has, and Billy is the one in the most trouble for this issue. So hopefully they will lock his ass up for a good while.  Dad might get off with felony probation for 5-10 years, we shall see.

I babysat froggie while I was off, that was fun!  I miss him already.

Easter was good, mom and I took Justin to Nanas on Friday, then the zoo on Saturday.  When I get the pics developed from both I will share.  They were both REALLY AWESOME trips.  Barbara, my zoo manager met mom and Justin.  She loved Justin.  He LOVED the zoo this time, I think his fave animal was the rhino, he didnt want to stop looking at them.  He was old enough to realize what was going on this time, unlike last year.  When we got to a new exhibit, he started getting pretty good and knowing to look for the animals.  He passed out just before we finished with the primates and went home.  He was up all day long, and it was a LONG day, we were there for about 7 hours or so.  He was also VERY good.

Justin was also pretty good at hunting for the easter eggs.  He learned how to crack the plastic ones open and get the candy out, so we had to keep an eye on him.  While I was watching him he was playing with the eggs and calling them balls, I corrected him, & he started calling them ‘iiigh’ lol quite a southern drawl he has already.

Lets see, what else……..cant really think of anything.  Hope everyone is well.

Oh yeah, I came across a bit of erotica I wrote last February and I wrote another piece to it yesterday.  I will share both with you guys soon.

TATA!

Kevin Fowler- Hard Man To Love

The phone call in the middle of the night, it never came
She’s been walkin’ on pins and needles waitin’ for the phone to ring
To put her mind at ease
The suns’ comin’ up and I’m comin’ in
With another "I’m sorry, It won’t happen again"
I can’t understand why she never ran
When anybody in their right mind would

Yeah I’m a hard man to love
But thank God she does
Keep holdin’ on, bein’ strong
When "I’m sorry" just ain’t enough
Soft as silk she stands
By her barbed wire man
She’s never given up
I’m A hard man to love

There’s a dog house rose that God knows I didn’t send soon enough
Sittin’ in the middle of a crippled kitchen table barely standing up from where our kitchen was
It ain’t pretty enough to make up for me messin’ up the only love a man could ever need
She shines forgiveness from her patient eyes
I don’t see what they see in me

Yeah I’m a hard man to love
But thank God she does
Keep holdin’ on, bein’ strong
When "I’m sorry" just ain’t enough
Soft as silk she stands
By her barbed wire man
She’s never given up
I’m a hard man to love

But I found someone tough enough to love a man like me
In spite of the tears she’s cried and the time she’s tried so hard to love

This hard man to love
But thank God she does
Keep holdin’ on, bein’ strong
When "I’m sorry" just ain’t enough
Soft as silk she stands
By her barbed wire man
She’s never given up
I’m a hard man to love

No she’s never given up
On this hard man to love