She can bring him such misery
So last night as I’m driving home I decide I need a drink. I decide to go to the little hole in the wall bar like 5 minutes from my house. First I went to the bank and then headed towards the house. By the time I got halfway there I decided I would only stop if I saw Josh’s truck outside. It wasnt…..I drove by but decided, fk it I’ll come back in a little bit. I went home got cleaned up a bit then decided to take a pregnancy test. I’ve been feeling a bit weird lately and I didnt want to go drinking if I happened to be. I was 99.88888% sure I wasnt…..and I know it was a bit too early to test but I did it anyways to ease my mind. "Not Pregnant" as I read that I sighed heavily and grabbed my keys to go. I walk in and there’s maybe 10 people there……I find a barstool, decide to play a little mega touch and order myself a drink. I know its pathetic to see a girl go to a bar alone…..its normal for guys…….but not for girls right? Oh well….I got tired of that game system thing so I moved a bit further down the bar to another one with different games on it. MUCH better. By now I’m starting to feel the effects of the drinks. An old guy walks behind me, touches my lower back "You can see your beauty mark baby and its attractive" I grinned, pulled the back of my shirt down and he said "Oh I’m sorry, I just think its really attractive" "Thats ok, thanks" He walked off I resumed my game. I entered my name on the top 3 lists several times….I was damn good at that erotic matching game thing and the gender bender game…hmmm I wonder whats on the jukebox. I make my way over there and soon the old guy returns….I step out of the way he puts in his money, gets 3 plays…..he plays two and allows me to have the last one.
Steve Miller Band-The Joker
Meredith Brooks-Bitch
Alan Jackson-She just started liking cheatin songs
Percy Sledge-When a man loves a woman
Dwight Yoakum-I aint that lonely yet
Tommy James & The Shondells-Crimson & Clover
I played 5 other songs but what they were escapes me. I finished my last game just as the next to last song was playing, finished what was left of my drink, filled the tip jar, headed to the bathroom, enjoyed the last song and walked out. As I’m leaving a different old man approaches "Youre leaving us" "Yeah" he was drunk and muttered something about they had left and came right back and were afraid everyone had left. I went home and John informed me that someone had called for me. Figures, the one time I go out I get a phone call, no one ever calls me. John neglected to find out who the caller was so I didnt worry about it too much. My gut told me it was probably Toby and if it was then who cares that I missed his call. I crawled into bed….drunk by now….and started to get a bit horny. I pulled out my toys and started to molest myself. I came and decided I should probably get some sleep. I couldnt sleep, I started crying yet again. This depression thing is really kicking my ass. I decided to fk myself again so I did. Thirty minutes later I’m cumming again. Its nearly mindnight now, I better go to sleep. The phone rings…..I hear Toby’s voice say hello. I ask if he had called earlier and he said yes. I decided since I was so horny and I was drunk that I’d give into him. Around 1 he showed up and we headed off towards his house.
I was looking super cute in my little pink skirt…..apparently he thought so too. Before long I felt his hand on my thigh "youre legs are so smooth" I allowed him to touch me after first putting up a coy fight. "You could at least spread them" "Liiiikkkke this?" I put my feet on the seat and sat nearly indian style. I heard him moan and then felt his hand press against the material of my white thong. I started getting turned on…..but after a bit of this I closed my legs and adjusted myself. He grunts at me and a few minutes later "Can you spread them for me again" After asking if it would cause him to wreck and him assuring me it wouldnt, I took off my seatbelt, turned my back to the door, slid my ass to the middle of the seat and spread my legs. My head was propped up on the door so I could watch his facial expressions as he explored me. I watched his hand move across me as he shuttered. Niiiiiice! "Let me feel your tits" I uncoverd them and he quickly explored those as well. I felt sooo fking hot….in control, powerful, sexy…..all of these different things only made my wetness grow. He was plunging his fingers in me and I was responding with a tight squeeze of my pussy. I moved my foot across his lap and found his stiff cock. I started to tease it with my foot as he tried to concentrate on the road and my pussy. This was plenty of teasing so I sat back up, adjusted my skirt and put my seatbelt back on.
For some crazy reason he has been wanting to fk me on his 4-wheeler for a while….so he took me to the place he keeps it in his backyard and at first I refused. Then I made him turn off the light, he lit a coleman lantern and I climbed up on the seat. "How do you want me? Like this?" I got up on all fours holding the rack on the back and pointing my ass towards the front of it. He climbed up behind me, pushed my skirt up, pulled down my thong and teased my pussy with his fingers a bit more before sliding himself into me. I wont lie, it felt good. Soon he wanted me on my back (akward and uncomfy) I complied and before I knew it "Suck this cock" I took him in my mouth…he stood up on the 4-wheeler, holding onto a beam above his head and I sucked him the best I knew how. "Lick my balls" I looked up at him, took his balls in my mouth and stroked his dick. Then went back to sucking the shaft, looking up at him again as if seeking his approval. I had his balls in my right hand, manipulating them to no end and his stiff cock in my mouth. Back to the balls, then back to the shaft…with the last look up at him he threw his head back and I knew I had accomplished my goal. I backed off of his cock, slowly stroking it and noticed the tip of the condom was full…..yep….I had done it. We got dressed and I asked him to take me home. As I was getting out of the truck I told him to never call me again, he asked why and I told him "I’ve already told you why"
I had previously told him "I’m getting rid of all the old losers and finding some new ones, is that harsh" "No not really" That was part of my reasoning……the rest, well you’ve read about that already.
Today is John’s birthday.&nbs
p; I remember 17 years ago this week going with Dad and Kris to meet my new little brother. My sister and I stayed in the room with mom while dad went down to the nursery to get him. His little fk buddy snuck in the house last night I heard them fking while I was getting ready to see Toby. We shall have cake and such tonight when I get home.
They are prediciting snow here in the Houston area this week. It never snows in Houston…..the last time it stuck I was not even 5 I dont think. Sometimes a few flakes will fall I’m sure thats all this will be as well. Still nice none the less to see the few flakes. They said sometime after midnight Thursday and then on Friday sometime we might see some snow. ::crosses her fingers but does not hold her breath:: Oops, my boss just looked at the radar and said "Snow’s gettin close" So perhaps it will snow. "They are showing a light snow mix all along the coast for Friday" It sucks that its going to involve rain…but still its snow…..makes for a nearly somewhat white Christmas. The last time I saw snow or had a white Chirstmas was exactly 10 years ago. I flew out to Albq. with my nana to see my Aunt K for the holiday. It was fun. We went up in the mountains and played on this hot pink saucer thing we had just got done buying. Aunt K was married to Dale then, so he was there too. Nana was feeling bad so only the 3 of us went, she stayed home. We all 3 took turns going down the hill, at one point I took off down the hill and hit a rock somewhere along the way. I went sailing through the air and landed on my face in the snow, I heard Aunt K yelling at me if I was alright as they both raced down the hill. Uncle Dale made it there first and I picked my head up, turned to look at him and was cracking up. "That was fun" They both started laughing too. One of Aunt K’s turns was a bit crazy as well…she took off and somehow she started spinning around…..she started screaming for help as she was flying down the side of the mountain going backwards. It was hilarious! Man, that was sooooo much fun. Too bad we arent going up there this year…..we are going in May I think for the wedding, but thats it. I think that was probably the best christmas I’ve ever had!
I guess thats all I have to say for now. Oh, one other thing…..I have decided to fk everyone my heart desires between now and New Years…..that way I can get it pretty much outta my system……I wonder if anyone will comply. ::shrugs::
TATA All!
Percy Sledge-When a Man Loves a Woman (Percy’s version is MUCH better than Mr. Bolton’s, trust me!)
When a man loves a woman
Can’t keep his mind on nothin’ else
He’d trade the world
For a good thing he’s found
If she is bad, he can’t see it
She can do no wrong
Turn his back on his best friend
If he puts her down
When a man loves a woman
Spend his very last dime
Trying to hold on to what he needs
He’d give up all his comforts
And sleep out in the rain
If she said that’s the way
It ought to be
When a man loves a woman
I give you everything I got (yeah)
Trying to hold on
To your precious love
Baby please don’t treat me bad
When a man loves a woman
Deep down in his soul
She can bring him such misery
If she is playing him for a fool
He’s the last one to know
Loving eyes can never see
Yes when a man loves a woman
I know exactly how he feels
‘Cause baby, baby, baby
I am a man
When a man loves a woman