My mouth tastes like yesterday’s news

I thank all of you for the words of encouragement here lately.  I spoke with Kristy this weekend.  I explained to her how it made me feel, she apologized for making me feel that way explaining that it was not her intentions.  Apparently this situation causes lots of problems for her and Billy.  Billy will come in saying "your sister is lying" then go on to tell Kris what lies Joseph has told him that day.  She will shoot back with "why do you think my sister is lying" and it just continues on.  I dont want to cause problems for them and I’m not trying to.  I asked her to please tell me from now on what is said about me and gave her my word that I wouldnt repeat it.  She siad ok.  So now the problem is if I still want to give him that letter it will have to be edited to remove any thing that slightly resembles me going back on my word to my sister.  Is it still worth doing all this?  I’m not quite sure.  I’m starting to think that I will just leave it be and walk away from it. Is that cowardly of me?  I think so to an extent.  But what else should I do?  Id much rather just let things die then stirr up other issues.  Damn, he is not worthy of this stress.  BLAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!

Saturday I got up and me and John went and finished my Christmas shopping.  We were done before noon and didnt leave the house until about 9.  Go us!  I dont feel like I’ve bought enough but there comes a time when you have to say enough.  ::shrugs::  After that we went home and waited on Pawpaw and Kathy to show up.  We got $30 gift cards to Wal-Mart and Pawpaw wrote us each a little letter type thing telling us a story about his childhood.  We each got different stories, mine was about his family shucking corn.  He could have at least checked for typos.  Now I know some people are probably thinking "Damn, be nice" but who gives a rats ass.  That man can kiss my ass.  He looks down and talks down to our entire family and umm hello when you have been the grandparent to a child for 19 years you would think you would know how to spell their name.  They ALWAYS spell Kristys name wrong!  Shows their lack of caring.  Him and Kathy can kiss my ass.  I’m glad Nana isnt with him anymore, she is toooooo damn good for him.

Saturday night my froggie stayed the night.  So I hung out with him all day Sunday.  He got to pet his first horse Sunday.  He LOVES animals so me and mom took him to the back to feed the cows some hay.  The pasture next door has horses and mules.  I grabbed a handful of hay and froggie and we headed toward the adjoining fence.  The horses met us there and we fed one.  Froggie was enjoying himself, I reached his hand out and he touched one on the nose.  After that though he didnt touch anymore.  He would yank his hand back grin and giggle and hide his face in my shoulder as if he were shy.  He looked at them with amazement though.  I love that my froggie is so into animals.  He enjoys watching the discovery channel and national geographic channel with me.  I cant wait to take him back to the zoo.  He learned how to play peek-a-boo this weekend.  TOOOOOO FKING CUTE!!!!! 

Well folks, thats all I can think of for now.  Hope everyone had a swell weekend.  TATA!

(I’m so glad this is no longer me…….for a year and half it was though)

Julie Roberts – Wake Up Older Lyrics

Slept in my makeup
Didn’t get my teeth brushed
I crashed on the couch
And now my mouth tastes like yesterday’s news
Well hello Jim Beam
Oh the places you’ve seen
If only you could talk
You’d tell me why he walked out on me and you
Oh the things lovers do when it’s over
Oh the things lovers do when it’s done
Find a cool bottle or a warm shoulder
Wake up older
And try to move on
I drove around last night
Thinkin’ ’bout our last fight
I cruised by your house
And all the lights were out and you were gone
So I found me a stranger
With his comforting danger
But I thought about you
The whole time we were gettin’ it on
Oh the things lovers do when it’s over
Oh the things lovers do when it’s done
Find a cool bottle or a warm shoulder
Wake up older
And try to move on
Find a cool bottle or a warm shoulder
Wake up older
Wake up older
Slept in my makeup
Didn’t get my teeth brushed
I crashed on the couch and now my mouth tastes like
Yesterday’s news