Loyal 10%er

Ok, so I’m back, feeling a bit under the weather today.  ::sniffle::

 

First off let me start off by saying, I should watch the news more.  I get in the car, flip the radio dial to my fave morning show, because I am a 10%er!!  Guess what, they arent there!!  Now this totally ruined my day.  Without warning they are just gone!  THATS PURE BULLSHIT!  There was NO warning, after 10 am (the time the W&J show goes off) they started palying latino music.  Now I’m all for everyone having a station they like that caters to their person, but damn, Houston has too many damn latino stations as it is.  This radio station has been around since the 70’s, its a rock station.  I noticed Friday morning that they were playing a recorded version of the show, but thought nothing of it, when they get the day off for vacation and what not they do this.  Apparently that wasnt the case.  I’m wondering now if they are still on throughout the gulf coast or are they totally gone for now.  FK Clear Channel.  They could have screwed with another shitty station, or just left it alone totally.  They are saying the market is the 18-35 year old hispanics…..umm hello, what about the other dozen latino stations they can listen to.  Anywho, I’m pissed off about it and I’ve signed the petition.  Now, if youll pardon me, I have to run and take a restroom break real fast!

 

Ok, better.  Anywho, went and took the pictures on Saturday.  I look like shit as usual.  I swear, I cant take a fking photo to save my life.  I’m FAR from photogenic!!  ::sigh:: oh well I suppose. 

 

Friday Joseph changed the oil and fixed the light for me.  We got into a fight about Heather and how she wont let go of the past and still looks down on him for the way he treated me in the past.  We made up and fked..and I am done with that.  I know I’ve said it a million and a half times ::sigh:: but really, this time, I want to stop.  I was physically, emotionally, verbally abused, cheated on, lied to, neglected, walked on etc, there is no place for that in my life.  Friends, yes, lovers or anything more, no!  Someone kick my ass if I start to stray away from that again. PLEASE!!

 

Now my next rant.  Why am I not good enough for anyone?  Enough said with that I suppose.  I’m not saying I want a serious committed lets get married relationship, I just want someone who enjoys my company and such…no commitments, no strings, just companionship, friends with a little bit more.  THATS IT!  Is that too damn much to ask? Or is it too damn much to ask someone to have that with ME??

 

My brother got pulled over this weekend.  The cop was going 120 trying to catch him, long story.  I cant believe he was doing that. 

 

Since when can Tim McGraw sing about "put pop in my country" then turn around and sing "I cant go on not lovin you" with Nelly?  When I first heard the song, I liked it, and I said…"No way thats Tim"  Just a little FYI, I’m good at figuring out Celeb voices and such…..anywho….so I asked some people and they were like "Whoa, I think that is Tim" I kept listenting to the radio to see if they would confirm my suspicions, but they never did.  So I stopped at the store and went in to investigate and I was right.  On my way to work this morning, the DJ’s FINALLY said who it was singing it. 

 

I was in the bathroom preparing for bed last night when I noticed something.  EEEEK!!!  Now when I started going through puberty, I got a few stretch marks, thats all fine and dandy, my body is changing at a fast pace, its to be expected.  Well, I have gained a few pounds, 10 or more in the last 6 months…this I know because none of my clothes fit.  So, I noticed a few new DEEP stretch marks right above my fking ass!!  GRRRRREAT!  This sent me to my room to curl up with my pillows and cry.  I know I’ve gained weight, I know my ass has gotten bigger than normal (I have always had a lil junk in my trunk) but DAMN!  Did I really need this?  I’ve sworn off any form of sex and such…..I feel so frumpy, so sloppy.  Not at all sexy.  Today I’m wearing a baggie t-shirt, I look frumpy and sloppy.  I could careless.  I need to get my shit together….before I really have no chance of ever being good enough.  ::sigh::  I’m in the dumps today!

 

Again, if you guys dont mind, could you vote for my nephew, Justin Dean, this should be a direct link, but if its not, then he is on page 9.  Thanks guys, and remember you can vote once a day. 

 

Perhaps I’ll think of something more to say later.  TATA all!