July 21, 2007…..

That’s it!!  It’s official, the place is booked.  Im feeling excited and overwhelmed/VERY stressed right now.  That leaves us with 6 months to plan and come up with the money for it.  Not to mention that whole buying a house thing……….now were going to be paying on a mortgage plus trying to scrape up enough money to get married.  But Im ready for this…..we both are……Im ready to be his MRS!!

The stress of it all got to me a bit last night and my bridezilla like qualities reared their ugly head.  Im a planner, sometimes Im spontaneous but when it comes to serious matters like this…….even with the house, I have to know EVERYTHING ASAP that way I have an idea of whats about to come.  Im the same way with paying the bills, I have to have everything written down, with their due dates and such or else I start to feel stressed and overwhelmed.

Anyways, I wanted a general idea of everything we are going to do, I didnt need all the little details, I just need it organized and such.  So I got cranky, poor Stephen.

Our guest list has managed to make its way up to 250+ and growing.  Stephen wants to do so many different things for dinner.  We are doing buffet style, its easier, gonna have at least 3 menu options and 1 childs menu.  This way our guests can pick and choose from different things.  Agggg the stress of it all and Im just getting started!!!

I keep looking down at my engagement ring……..all this stress is soooooooo worth it.