Im here……

Im alive, life is good and sneaking up on me quickly.

The new job is going fine.  Still a bit bored but its work and a paycheck.

Should be in the house within 6-8 weeks (fingers crossed) hopefully shortly after that we will have internet access and I will be here more often.

Picked out the bridesmaid dresses, got them paid for.

Found my dress, got it half way paid for and ordered.  Its already in, gotta come up with the money to pay for the other half and its mine.  Great news…….it was only 400 bucks.  Thats a fucking steal.  Will get pics for you guys.

We took engagement pics a week or so, will get you those pics too.

Im feeling VERY overwhelmed and stressed.  Guilty for not inviting some folks to the wedding, but stressed because I probably invited too many.  Our families are too big.  I really tried to invite the bare minimum.

IM SOOOOO STRESSED!!!

Life is great.

We’ve been fighting alot lately, I think its just the stress of it all……but this week has been good for us.  We made it an entire week without fighting.  I should knock on wood.  We are determined to make this work.

I love him.  He loves me.

Soooo many times things have happened and Id curse the fact that I donthave the net to share the stories with you guys, but soon I will.

Hope all is well.

Take care…..

….until next time!!!