If I had the guts to say…..

So, I talked to mom about the reminiscing thing last night. She agreed with me, its rude and disrespectful. She thinks I should say something to Stephen so that he can say something to her, but I really dont wanna cause problems so Im just going to keep my mouth shut and try to ignore it. I still cant help but wonder how Craig feels when his wife is standing right there in front of him blantantly talking about the other guys she’s slept with. I dont know if Craig had partners before her, but if he did I’ve never heard him mention them like she does. I’m not trying to bad mouth her or anything, I’m just saying its like a slap in the face. Is it wrong for me to feel that way, disrespected? I feel like people should have respect enough for the new relationship not to sit there and relive past sexual encounters with past sexual partners right there in front of your new partner. Maybe I’m just goofy, or maybe I’m totally justified. ::Shrugs::

Anyways, I’ll shut up about that. Tonight I’m gonna buy the new Gary Allan CD with the little bit of birthday money I have got. Last night I stayed home for mybirthday dinner. Lasanga and cake. Yummy! I ended up having to finish the cooking though. My sister and Billy were in the back working on this trailer house since they moved it in this weekend, and my mom and dad took my brother my moms car so he could have a way home from work. So, it was just me and my froggie hanging out, playing and cooking. He drew me a really pretty picture with all the pretty colors. I missed that little guy. This morning he was hanging out with me while I was getting ready for work, talking up a storm and such. Just as I was getting ready to leave he told me he was hungry, so I warmed him up a slice of pizza my brother brought home from work and told him to go share it with his daddy, that way I could leave. When I was turning off the light in my room he said "Kim bye bye" I said "Yeah, Kim’s about to go bye bye" so then he said "Stay here" Awww…….."Why do I need to stay here, so we can play?" Oh I love him!

Anthony is never going to get this shit down, he’s too much of a slacker about it. Roger keeps getting onto him about leaving blanks in the forms, but he is still doing it. Yesterday I went over a form and I was sooooo annoyed with how much of it he didnt do, it’s just carelessness. I’m sure if he were getting paid he would take it more seriously, but as of right now, he’s just wasting my time and taking up space mostly. I say this because I just found another mistake. One I have called him out on at least a dozen times. If he would just pay attention. BLAH! I HATE my job!

Roger has come up with some other ‘ideas’ ones that just waste time and energy, they are totally pointless. I dont care to even try to argue about it any more. Just going to do it, keep my mouth shut and hope like hell I will be outta here soon! Crap, the bastard just took off with the paper I was working with, he saw me working with it, he was just going to borrow it for a minute, now its on his desk and he is outta the office, couldnt his lazy ass bring it back? I HATE MY JOB!!

Enough complaining for today. I think I’ll go munch on the piece of birthday cake I brought with me today. Thats healthy!

Apparently my phone just called Stephen. He called and said I just called him and I was thinking "umm no I didnt" I told him that I didnt and after we hung up I checked my call logs and sure enough my phone called him. I must have hit buttons by accident. Oops!

Take This Job And Shove It

-Johnny Paycheck

Take this job and shove it
I ain’t workin’ here no more
My woman done left
An’ took all the reasons I was workin’ for
You better not to try to stand in my way
As I’m a walkin’ out the door
Take this job and shove it
I ain’t workin’ here no more

I’ve been workin’ in this fact’ry
For nigh on fifteen years
All this time, I watched my woman
Drownin’ in a pool of tears
An I’ve seen a lot of my good folk die
Had a lot of bills to pay
I’d give the shirt right off of my back
If I had the guts to say

Well, that foreman, he’s a regular dog
The line boss is a fool
Got a brand new flat-top haircut
Lord, he thinks he’s cool
One of these days, I’m gonna blow my top
And sucker, he’s gonna pay
Lord, I can’t wait to see their faces
When I get the nerve to say

Take this job and shove it